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BOSTON: 
BROWN, BAZIN & CO, 

PO RTL AND: 
FRANCIS BLAKE. 

1856. 






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Entered according; to act of Congress, in the year 1855, by 

LIZZIE A, C. TAYLOll, 
In the Clerk's Office of the~DisTrict Court of Massachusetts. 



Printed by Bazin & Chandler, 
37 Cornhill, Eojton. 



TO ALL WHO LOYE ME 

Ye wha have watched me since I chose 

The path which leads me here to-day, 
Oft like a child who Maying goes, 

Tripping and stumbling on the way, — 
Yfi whose sweet words of love and trust 

Have cheered me when my faith was dim, 
Till Hope rose smiling from the dust 

And sung anew her triumph-hymn, — 
And yo whose hands in friendship true 

Have never yet been clasped in mine, — 
One moment, while I bring to you 

The wreath which I have dared to twine. 
No garland faint with rich perfumes 

To cloy the sense and charm the brain. 
But simple buds and half-oped blooms 



I know that 'mid the gorgeous flowers 

Which happier hands have culled away 
From Poesy's enchanted bowers, 

The garland which I bring to-day 
Is but a wreath of rugged stems 

Tied with a few imperfect blooms. 
Beside the orange-groves' pure gema 

And the magnolia's rich perfumes, 



IV DEDICATION. 

I fling no rare exotics down, 

Brothers and sisters at your feet, 
The dandelion's golden crown, 

The early snow-drop, low and sweet. 
The buttercup with sultry hue. 

The wild-rose sought by dainty bees, 
Rich clover-blooms and violets blue. 

And the pink snow of orchard- trees 
Are here; — the arbutus that hides 

Among dead leaves and sprouting brakes, 
Sweet nameless flowers from river-sides 

And lilies from our northern lakes. 

And as a traveller far away 

From northern scenes and northern loves. 
Grows faint with breathing day by day 

The fragrant breath of spicy groves — 
Grows tired of blossoms rich and bright. 

Such as a tropic summer knows. 
And welcomes with a deep delight 

The perfume of a sweet home-rose, — 
Or pained by the bewildering songs 

Of eastern birds with gorgeous wings, 
Turns wearily away and longs 

To hear the strain our robin sings. 
Mayhap some hearts will turn away 

From songs more lofty and divine. 
And tired of a sublimer lay 

Will listen for a while to mine. 



CONTENTS 



PAGE. 

ADA, 9 

MAY, 13 

I LOVE THEE, 10 

BY THE RIVER-SIDE, 17 

A JUNE SHOWER, 20 

DROWNED, 22 

THE ANGEL OP PATIENCE, 24 

THE FOREST, 26 

THE SPRING BY THE CHERRY TREE, 34 

FLOWN 37 

THE ANSWERED PRAYER, 39 

WINTER, 41 

FROST PICTURES, 44 

NO MORE, 47 

THE HOUSEHOLD SAINT, 48 

THIS MORNING, 50 

YESTERDAY, 52 

THE CHEERFUL HEART, 54 

NOVEMBER, 57 



vi contents. 

Florence's biutii-day, 58 

MARCH, CI 

CLOVER-BLOSSOMS, G3 

TO ONE DEPARTED, 64 

TWO, 6G 

TWENTY-ONE, 68 

A DRY DITTY, 70 

THE BENT OF THE TWIG, 73 

THE WHITE DOVE, 74 

A LULLABY, 77 

THY BLESSING, 79 

THE SUNKEN ROCK, 81 

THE UNBIDDEN GUEST, 83 

TWENTY-TWO, 85 

MAGIC MIRRORS, 88 

THE HAUNTED RIVER, 89 

CHARMED, 93 

WHERE CHARLIE DIED, 94 

THE MINSTREL, 96 

DANDELIONS, 99 

THE HAND IN MINE, 100 

AGAIN, 102 

MY WORLD, 104 

RESIGNATION, 108 

BETTER THAN BEAUTY, Ill 

SEVENTEEN, 113 

" THE GOOD TIME COMING," 115 

ALLIE 116 



CONTENTS. vii 

ONE NIGHT, 118 

" TRUE LOVE CAN Ne'eR FORGET," 121 

TO MY NAMESAKE, 123 

TO A SINGER, 124 

TO ONE OF LITTLE FAITH, 126 

TWICE-TOLD, 127 

A PORTRAIT, 128 

MY WIFE AND CHILD, 129 

RE-UNITED, 132 

TO-DAY, 136 

IMPARTIALITY, 137 

BOTH SIDES OF THE QUESTION, . 139 

THE LIVING, 141 

LET ME IN, 143 

to an ideal, 145 

of one beloved, 147 

almost an angel, 149 

the broken home, 150 

the pantry, 153 

:my name, 155 

you and me, 157 

our autumn, 1 co 

my babies, 162 

a brace of sonnets, 1 65 

EVELYN, 167 

THE AWAKENING, 172 

IN VAIN, 174 

STREET MUSIC, = 177 



Viii CONTENTS. 

THE APRIL BREEZE, ^ ' ° 

PICTURES OF MEMORY, 1^^ 

LOST AND SAVED, ^^^ 

TO ONE INSPIRED, ^^^ 

OVER THE WAY, 1^^ 

FEBRUARY, ^""^ 

TRUE LOVE CAN FORGET, 1^2 

TOO LATE, ^"'^ 

DESTINED, 2^^ 

THE DESERT FOUNTAIN, 202 

TO ONE DYING, ^^^ 

TRUTH AND POETRY, 207 



ADA. 

Hers is one of those sweet faces 
Made to light earth's darkest places, — - 
Wlierein childliood's playful archness brightens earnest 
thought's repose, — 
She is fairer, purer, sweeter, 
Than when woman's years shall greet her, 
Even as is the bud unldossomed sweeter than the ripened 
rose. 

There is no voluptuous splendor 

In her face so pure, so tender, — 
Naught of mid-summer perfection, — 't is the promise of 
young June, — 

Naught of womanhood's completeness, — 

But an innocence, a sweetness 
Dearer far, as is the morning lovelier than the perfect noon. 



10 ADA. 

Less an aiigel, — more a woman, — 
Less etherial and more human 
Will she be when five more Aprils shall have brownei 
each sunny curl, — 
She will seem another creature, 
Changed in heart and hope and feature, 
When the woman's cares and trials drown the visions of 
the girl. 

Lapsed in bright and gorgeous dreaming 

With romance's rose-rays gleaming, 
Yet she makes a gentle effort to awaken from its power. 

Conscious of a sphere of being 

Just beyond her tinted seeing, 
Like a bee at morning drowsing in a yet unopened flower. 

And she looks with childish wonder 
Toward the misty realm beyond her, 
Where are cares and strifes and discords, — toil for heart 
and hand and brain, — 
But she hearkens all unfearing 
Like a young bird faintly hearing 
From beneath its mother's pinions, the rude rushing of the 
rain. 

Time will be no partial preacher, — 
Good and evil he will teach her — 
Hopes and fears will fill her bosom, — joys and griefs will 
try their power, 



ADA. 11 

But the innocency tender 
Haloing her brow with splendor, 
Will depart, as does the rain-drop from the forehead of a 
flower. 

As a woman she is fated, — 
She will be adored, and hated, — 
Know all depths of joy and sorrow, — see glad days and 
gloomy years ; — 
And her path that now lies glowing 
Through green vales, — by streams sweet flowing. 
Will wind sadly through dark places, where the ground is 
wet with tears. 

Ah, the " evil days " are nearing, 
When her day-dreams disappearing, 
She will wake to mourn the absence of this freshness, joy, 
and truth, 
And her spirit backward turning 
Will be vaguely, vainly yearning 
For the tender light and gladness of the Morning Land of 
youth. 

Ah, that woman's gladdest laughter 
Has a mournful echo after ! 
Ah, that time should sow wild discord 'mid her heart's 
resounding strings ! 



12 ADA. 

All, that wealth and pride and power 
Should eclipse love's holy dower, — 
Tliat earth's soiling dust should gather on her s])irit's 



Stay awhile, oh, dawning maiden ! 
Coming time with change is laden, — 
]jinger yet upon the threshold of thy womaniiood's do- 
main ; — 
For as years around thee cluster. 
Though they bring thee added lustre, 
They will take a bloom, a freshness, that will ne\ er come; 
a grain ! 



13 



MAY. 

Tup: lingering hours of the winter 
Have dragged themselves wearily by, 

And my spirit springs up, like a wild-bird. 
To the first summer-blue of the sky. 

The dark forests stand in the sunshine 
Like armies on mountain and plain, 

And o'er their brown ranks, the sweet spring-time 
Unfurls her green banner again. 

Since the first ruddy blush of the morning 

Broke over the hill-tops afar, 
Till now, when the dim earth is sleeping] 

In the light of the evening star. 

I liave wandered alone through the forest, 

To listen its murmuring song. 
And watch the young leaf-buds awaking 

From their slumbers so dreamless and long. 



14 MAY. 

Bat methouglit it seemed clieerless and dreary 
Till, brushing the dead leaves apart, 

I found the sweet May-flowers springing 
Like lioj^e in a desolate heart. 

I sat, as of old, by the brook-side, 
Where clouds of blue violets lie 

In beauty along the green hollows. 

Like fragments dropt down from the sky, — 

But my heart was o'erburdened with sadness, 
For I missed the dear hand that of yore 

I clasped in my own as I wandered, — 
Alas, I shall clasp it no more I 

There was one to the charm of whose presence 

My spirit adoringly bowed. 
And the light of her love shone around me, 

Like sunshine encircling a cloud. 

When last the sweet season of May-time 
Was mingling its smiles with its showers, 

I wandered with her in the woodland. 
And hunted with her for the flowers. 

Oh, her step was as light as the dew-fall, 
And her voice like a bird's in the skies. 

And the light of a glad loving spirit 
Shone soft in her sunny brown eyes. 



MAY. IT) 

The dead leaves lie damp in the grave-yard 

Where sadly last autumn they fell, 
And under them sleeps, oh, how sweetly, 

The dear one who loved me so well. 

For since the last summer-time's flowers 

Grew pale at the kiss of the frost. 
She has sung the sweet songs of the angels. 

And I, — I have mourned her as lost. 

And now, when I thread the dark wood-paths. 

Which once she delighted to trace, 
My heart sinks down heavy and voiceless. 

For I meet not her beautiful face. 

But though my dim eyes see not clearly. 

Yet oft o'er my sorrow is thrown 
The bliss of her glorified presence, 

And I feel that I am not alone. 



16 



I LOVE THEE. 

I LOVE tliee ! 
Not for tliy glorious eye's unrivalled brightness, — 

Not for the gentle grace thy features wear, 
Not for thy marble brow's unsullied whiteness. 

Not for the shining ripples of tliy hair, — 
Not for thy lips, like rosebuds half unfolded, 

Not for thy flute-like voice's silver tone, 
Not for thy rounded form, in beauty moulded, — 

Nay, not for these I love thee, dearest one ! 

For the warm love-light in thy dark eye shining. 

For the strange charm that makes thy presence bliss. 
For thy pure soul, a lofty faith enshrining, 

For thy true heart of trusting tenderness, — •. 
For thy kind words, which cheer the stricken-hearted. 

For thy bright smile, the same through good and ill, 
For the low prayer that blessed me when we parted, 

For the sweet hope that glads my spirit still, 
I love thee ! 



17 



BY THE RIVER-SIDE. 

Down by the river-sicle sat I alone, 
Hearing the waters' low musical moan, 
Waiting the while for a tarrying boat, — 
liark, to the mariner's echoing note ! 

Fair was the boatman as eye may behold, 
How the breeze lifted his tresses of gold ! 
While o'er his shoulders so dimpled and white 
Lay his soft wing^, half unfolded for flight. 

Smoothly the shining waves bore him along. 
And, at each pause in his magical song, 
Lightly he leaned from the boat's dipping side, 
Pulling the lilies afloat on the tide. 

Gazing I stood on the wave-beaten shore. 
Counting by heart-throbs the sweeps of his oar, 
Murmuring, " Boatman, come hither to me, 
I would float over the waters with thee ! " 



18 BY THE RIVER-SIDE. 

Upriglit he sprang as lie heard my low call, 
Quickly the buds from his fingers let fall, 
And with a motion obedient and fleet, 
Softly the boat glided up to my feet. 

Lightly I swung from an o'cr-sweeping vine, 
Ilalf-clasped the fingers extended to mine, 
When with light laughter, eluding my hand. 
Pushed he the shallop away from the land, 

And, with a sweep of the fairy-like oar. 
Floated away by the opposite shore, — 
While his sweet voice floated back on the wind, 
" Have ye heard never the boatman is blind ? " 

Down the bright stream, like a vision of light, 
Glided the boatman with wings gleaming white, 
And as away sped thevfair little craft, 
Heard ye how gaily the mariner laughed ? 

Lonely and sad on the shore I sat down, 
Twisting the willow leaves into a crown. 
Catching at times the sweet chorus of joy 
Borne from the lips of the beautiful boy. 

Thus do I wait on life's wave-beaten beach. 
Longing for blessings I never may reach, — 
Seeing all gladsome and beautiful things 
Pass from my gaze, like the gleam of his wings. 



BY THE RIVEK-SIDE. 



Vanished f(»'ever! yet deep in my heart 
Still of ])' presence there lingers a part, 
For as Lu bark idly floated alorig, 
Learned I the notes of his wilderinc; son"-. 

Pass on, bright visions, and vanish from sight, 
Tearless I gaze, for I mourn not your flight, — 
Though on the shore I wait lonely and long, 
If I may cheat the dull moments with song! 



20 



A JUNE SHOWER. 

How tills delicious rain 
Brings up the flowers ! One mlglit almost say 
It rains down blossoms, — for wliere yesterday 

I sought for them in vain, 
They lie by thousands on the wet green eartli, 
Rejoicing In the freshness of their birth. 

No harsh or jarring sound 
Breaks the refreshing stillness of the hour, — 
The tinkling foot-falls of the j^asslng shower 

Patter along the ground, — 
The swallows twitter gladly from the eaves. 
And the small rain talks softly to the leaves. 

Bloom-laden lilac trees, 
Their purple glories dripping with the rain. 
Shake off the drops In odorous showers again, — 

And the small fragrances 
Of cherry-blossoms, and of violets blue, 
Come balmily the open window through. 



A JUNE SHOWER. 21 

With idly-folded hands 
The farmer sits within his cottage door, 
Watching the blessings which the full clouds pour 

Upon his thirsty lands, — 
Where Avritten i^romise by his eye is seen 
In visible characters of living green. 

Unyoked the oxen stand. 
The cool rain plashing on their heaving sides, 
And with wide nostrils breathe the fragrant tides 

Of breezes flowing bland, — 
Then as though sated with the odor sweet, 
Crop the new grass that springs beneath their leet. 

Sweet is the gladsome song 
Which the young birds sing in the summer time, 
The wind's soft voice, the river's wavy chime 

Flowing in joy along, — 
But dearer far to me the pleasant tune 
Sung by the rain-drops in the month of June. 



22 



DROWNED. 

Pale and drooping as a bruised lily 
Lies lie ' mid the river-grasses chilly, 
Like a fragile zephyr-wafted blossom 
Rocked to rest upon the river's bosom. 

Raise him gently from the tangled mshes ; 
No soft life-glow now his pale face flushes, 
And his lip's warm hue is quenched forever, 
By the envious kisses of the river. 

Part the wet curls from his marble forehead, 
Which so soon death's icy chill hath borrowed, 
Let the little hands, so smoothly moulded, 
Softly on the quiet breast be folded. 

Press the waxen lids serenely over 
The blue orbs they seem so loth to cover, — 
Lay around the fair face, cold and pearly, 
Fragile buds, and blooms that perish early. 



DROWNED. 23 

Let no tear-drops on your laslies glisten, — 
With faith's steady strength look up and listen ; — 
Hear ye not the songs of the immortals 
Welcoming his soul to glory's portals ? 

With soft steps and hearts subdued and lowly, 
Leave him to his slumbers pure and holy, 
Weep not over heart-strings crushed and riven, 
Mourn not for a soul flown home to heaven ! 



24 



THE ANGEL OF PATIENCE. 

Beside the toilsome way 
Lonely and dark, by fruits and flowers unblest, 
Which my worn feet tread sadly, day by day. 

Longing in vain for rest. 

An angel softly walks, 
With pale sweet face, and eyes cast meekly down. 
The while from withered leaves and flowerless stalk? 

She weaves my fitting crown. 

A sv/eet and patient grace, 
A look of firm endurance, true and tried, 
Of suifering meekly borne, rests on her face 

So pure — so glorified. 

And when my fainting heart 
Desponds and murmurs at its adverse fate, 
Tiien quietly the angel's bright lips part. 

Murmuring softly, " Wait ! 



THE ANGEL OP FATIENCE. 2o 

' Patience ! ' she sweetly saith, — 
The Father's mercies never come too late ; 
Gird thee with patient strength and trusting faith, 
And firai endurance, — M^ait ! " 

Angel ! behold, I wait, 
Wearing the thorny crown through all life's hours, — 
Wait till thy hand shall ope the eternal gate. 

And chanire the thorns to flowers ! 



26 



THE FOREST. 

In my cliildliood's April days, 

Ere I learned life's deeper meaning, — 
When I walked in pleasant ways, 

Flowers amid the brambles gleaning, - 
While unspoiled by frost or blight 

Was my heart's unshadowed centre, 
And its fulness of delight 

Left no room for grief to enter, — 
When earth seemed a blissful clime. 

Full of joy and pleasant duty. 
And my pulse was beating time 

To the songs of love and beauty, — 
Fanciful — companionless. 

Heart and brain with visions teeming • 
Solitude and loneliness 

Taught to me the art of dreaming. 

Many a bright imagining. 
Many a fair prophetic vision 

Came on fancy's tireless wing, 
Clad in hues almost elysian. 



THE FOREST. 27 

And my favorite dreaming-place 

Was an old and shadowy forest ; — 
Oh, how oft in later days, 

When my heart is throbbing sorest, 
And life's burning desert-sand 

Painfully my worn feet parches, 
Think I of that fairy land. 

With its cool and winding arches, 
In the deep and fragrant shade 

All unbrokenly enfolden, 
Save when sportive winds which played 

'Mid the forest monarchs olden. 
Did the yielding branches woo 

To and fro with gentle power, 
And the sun-rays drifted through 

In a dazzling golden shower. 

Seldom by a human sound 

Was the wood's deep quiet broken, 
And the solitude profound 

Gave of human life no token. 
Nature, sabbath-like and calm 

Smiling at her own completeness, 
Breathing quietude and balm. 

Sleeping in a trance of sweetness, 
Did a mystic charm impart 

To the dim and shadowy pleasance, 
Seeming to my childish heart 

Like a high majestic presence. 



28 THE FOREST. 

Very lovely was tlie wood 

At the summer's early coming, 
When the breathing solitude 

Was one sweet and ceaseless humming; — 
Then the maples, gnarled and old, 

Veiled in moss, like ancient castles, 
Did their rugged limbs enfold 

In a robe of crimson tassels ; — 
Then a warmer, sunnier hue 

Mingled with the pine's dark fringes. 
And the green buds melted through 

The dark hemlock's sombre tinges ; 
Then the willow's bending stems 

Were with downy blossoms sprinkled. 
And the winter-green's bright gems 

In the bright leaves smiled and twinkled ; 
Then the snow-drop sought to hide. 

Whence the winds their fragrance borrowed, 
Like a young and bashful bride 

With bright dew-pearls on her forehead ; 
And the timid violet 

Sprang amid the mosses tender, 
With its cup all dewy wet 

Drooping on its stem so slender, — 
Like a heart bereft of cheer. 

O'er some hidden sorrow pining. 
Smiling, even while a tear 

In its veiled depths enshrining. 



THE FOREST. 29 

Birds there were, a countless throng 

Making in the Avood their dweUing, 
Breaking into fitful song 

Tales of love and gladness telling ; 
There the joyous wood-lark sprung 

From his nest, at morning's breaking. 
Drops of dew, like pearls unstrung, 

From his trembling pinions shaking. 
And amid the birch-tree tops 

Swinging, warbled, all a-quiver. 
Notes like ringing shower-drops 

On the bosom of a river ; 
Then the cuckoo timidly 

Hidden in some lofty hollow, 
Wove its sweet monotony 

With the chirping of the swallow, — 
And the bright-winged goldfinch came 

Darting from the reedy meadows, 
Glancing like a jet of flame. 

In and out among the shadows, — 
And the robin's merry song 

Loud and mellow and sonorous, 
Echoed cheerily along 

Mingling with the general chorus, — 
With a throng of nameless birds. 

Whose brief songs, abruptly ending, 
Came like sweetly spoken words 

In the pauses softly blending. 



30 THE FOREST. 

And when morning woke the earth 

From its dim and quiet sleeping, 
Then a strain of joy and mirth 

From the wood went upward sweeping. 
Scores of birds, the trees among, 

Where the sun's first ray was burning. 
Bursting into happy song. 

Welcoming the day's returning, 
Kept the echoes ringing round. 

In a dance of tinkling changes, 
As a wind-harp's varying sound 

O'er the diapason ranges. 

When the autumn's veil of mist, 

O'er the earth was wide enfolden, 
And the subtle alchemist 

Changed the emerald leaves to golden, - 
Then before the raptured eye 

Shone a scene of wondrous splendor. 
Matching even the rainbow's dye 

With its hues so rich and tender ; — 
Though the daintiest blossoms drooped 

At the autumn's chill advancing. 
Still amid the dark leaves grouped 

Were the clustered berries glancing, — 
And the rugged autumn flowers 

With their cheerful hardy faces, 
Came like smiles in lonely hours. 

Lighting up the gloomiest places. 



THE FOREST. 31 

Often in the autumn eves 

To the wood my footsteps wandered, 
And amid the falling leaves 

Silent, sat I down and pondered 
With a kind of childish awe 

On the beauty round me beaming, 
Till the night began to draw 

Her dark curtains round my dreaming ; 
Or where danced the brook alonjj 

With a sound like childish laughter, 
With an answering laugh and song, 

I went gaily dancing after ; 
Pausing oft upon its brink, 

Where the wild grapes gleamed most brightly. 
And pale asters knelt to drink, 

Kissing the cool waters lightly, — 
Weaving garlands long and bright 

Of the leaves around me straying, 
Or in childhood's gay delight 

With the shining pebbles playing. 

Glimpses of the days to be, 

Dreams of happiness and glory 
Wove their bright spells over me 

In that forest wild and hoary ; — 
And the sad mysterious sound 

Which the wind was ever making 
' Mid the swaying boughs around 

Mournful echoings awaking, 



32 THE FOREST. 

In tlie distance, lone and drear, 

With a solemn cadence sighing, 
Fell upon my listening ear 

Like a voice of prophecying ; — 
Tliough these dreamings fled away, 

Fled with childhood's dim sweet mornin< 
Yet I think of them alway 

As a sweet and slicrhted Avarnino;. 

Thus, through all the genial hours. 

While the wild brook frolicked gaily. 
Through the forest's sylvan bowers 

Went I to its margin daily, — 
Till the autumn days grew brief. 

And the lonesome winds were wailing, 
And the last sere blighted leaf 

From the lightened bough was sailing, — 
Till the snow in sudden wrath. 

Heralding the boisterous comer. 
Quite obscured the little path 

Worn so smoothly all the summer ; — 
And when freezing snow-drifts lay 

Coldly on the earth's chill bosom, 
Seemed to me that still alway 

In the wood were bud and blossom, — 
And that though the loud winds rung 

Fiercely over vale and meadows, 
Still the summer warblers sung 

Li the forest's frasrrant shadows. 



THE FOREST. 33 

Those sweet days are with the past, — 

Gone — whence there is no returning, 
Yet with glances backward cast 

Oft I find my spirit yearning 
For those murmuring forest shades 

Loved in long-ago existence, 
Where the lofty cool arcades 

Lost themselves in leafy distance. 

I have wandered far since then. 

Led by fate, or called by duty, 
But I ne'er have looked again 

On such scenes of wondrous beauty ; — 
Never since has note of bird 

In the woodland or the meadows 
Charmed me like the songs I heard 

In the forest's whispering shadows ; 
Never more will flowers bloom 

Half so brightly to my seeing. 
Never yield so sweet perfume 

As the ones which there had being. 

Often since my cup of life, — 

Robbed of its first sparkling glitter 
By reality and strife, — 

Has grown sadly dark and bitter, 
Come the thoughts of those sweet hours 

Spent by joy and I together, 
Like the memory of flowers 

In the frigid winter weather. 



34 



THE SPRING BY THE CHERRY TREE. 

I LOVE to dream of the pleasant dell 

Where my childhood's gladsome hours were spent, 
That flowery nook recalled so well 

With childish thoughts so deeply blent, — 
The beautiful stream I used to love, 

Where the waters gushed so cool and clear, — 
The shaded glen in the aspen grove. 

To gentle memory still more dear, — 
Yet, musing dreamily, I think 

The happiest hours of life to me, 
Were spent by the bright and mossy brink 

Of the crystal spring by the cherry tree. 

Aside from the smoothly trodden way 

That I bounded o'er, on my way to school, 

A deep, dark, forest-like dingle lay, 
Silent and shadowy and cool, — 

And there in a dell like an emerald cup, 
A vine-hung, blossom-scented nook, 



THE SPRING BY THE CHERRY TREE. 85 

A beautiful spring guslied purely up, 

The source of a merrily laughing brook ; — 

A gnarled old cherry-tree's heavy bough 

Drooped o'er it with leaves of shining green, — 

Methinks I can almost see them now, 

With the sunbeams sifting down between ! 

' T was there I gathered the eglantine, 

Its fragrance flooding the heavy air. 
And the delicate stems of the celandine, 

With its gem-like flowers so brightly fair ; — 
And playfully shook from the honied cells, 

The drowsy bees which were humming there^ 
Then weaving in wreaths the golden bells 

Laughingly twisted them in my hair ; 
And there the beautiful violets grew, 

With fragrant breath and varying dyes, — 
How fondly I likened their gentle blue 

To the hue of my mother's loving eyes ! 

Ah, often I've stood by that cool, deep spring 

Till my bare feet sunk in the yielding moss» 
And watched on the surface, the glimmering 

Of the broken light as it flashed across ; — 
Or gazed far down to the circling rocks. 

Where the sparkling pebbles would glance and shine„ 
And a glad face shaded by golden locks. 

Was roguishly peeping up at mine, — 



36 THE SPRING BY THE CHERRY TREE. 

Oh, I almost doubt, as I sadly trace 

The changes which time has wrought in me. 

That mine is the same bright happy face 

That shone in the spring by the cherry-tree ! 

For now could I gaze, as in days of yore. 

In the answering depths of that limpid wave, 
Alas ! it would give me back no more 

The pleasant picture that then it gave ; — 
The fearless gladness that childhood wears 

Would shine no more on the sunny brow, 
For the cares and sorrows of darker years 

Have shadowed its careless brightness now ; 
And never again will my mirrored face 

Beam half so brightly and joyously, 
As the laughing one I was wont to trace 

In the crystal spring by the cherry-tree ! 



oV 



FLOWN. 

A BEAUTIFUL birclliiig made its nest 

In my dark and lonely heart, 
And I fondly cherished my welcome guest, 
And prayed with a grateful soul, and blest, 
That always thus it might sweetly rest, 

And never more de2)art. 

I gazed in the soft bewildering deeps 

Of its young unshadowed eyes, — 
They were calm as the wave where a sunbeam sleeps, 
They were pure as the dew that the lily weeps, 
And bright as the brightest star which keeps 
Its watch in the midnight skies. 

Its gushing voice was as sweet and clear 

As the lays of seraphs blest ; — 
In melody on my raptured ear 
It fell, like songs from a holier sphere, 
"With a wondrous power to soothe and cheer 

My spirit's wild unrest. 



38 FLOWN. 

And I watclied above it witli fond delight, 

Till once on a quiet even, 
It spread its beautiful wings in flight 
And floated away from my longing sight. 
Slow melting into the distance bright 

Like a star in the morning heaven. 

From the first sweet song of the early lark, 

Till now, when on hill and plain. 
The shadows of night fall dim and dark, 
I have waited, its homev^ard flight to mark. 
But the dove gone forth from my heart's lone ark, 
Returneth not again. 

And now I listen, alas, in vain. 

Through the sad and cheerless hours. 

For the clear wild notes of its gushing strain 

To fall on my waiting ear again. 

As the grateful drops of the summer rain 
On the faint and drooping flowers. 

No longer it gladdens my weary breast, 

As in happy days of yore. 
Or soothes my soul to a quiet rest 
With its thrilling music, so sweet and blest, — 
For the bird gone forth from my heart's v/arm nest, 

Returns, alas, no more ! 



39 



THE ANSWERED PRAYER. 

A MAIDEN knelt in her cliamber 

At the quiet close of day, 
And prayed for her absent lover 

On the dark blue sea away. 

She prayed for his safe returning, 
So vainly looked for yet, — 

■ Oh, grant," she said, " I may meet him 
Ere the morrow's sun shall set ! " 

The stormy night shut darkly 

Afar o'er the raging sea. 
Where the bark of the absent lover 

Lay drifting hopelessly. 

The angrily dashing billows 

Called loudly to the sky, 
And the wind-god, fiercely raving. 

Howled back a harsh reply. 



40 THE ANSWERED PRAYER. 

And, bravest of all the seamen, 
Was seen that lover's form, 

Till the wrecked dismantled vessel 
Went down in the raging storm. 

The maiden stirred in her slumbers, 
And whispered murmuringly, 

While a smile passed over her features, 
" Dearest, I come to thee ! " 

The beams of the rising morning 
O'er the tranquil ocean swept, 

But deep in its quiet bosom 
The pale-browed lover slept. 

At the maiden's vine-wreathed lattice 

Came in the rosy light. 
But it fell on a pulseless bosom, 

And a face all still and white. 

Why lieth the gentle maiden 
So silently cold and fair? 

The Father, in love and mercy, 
Hath granted her evening prayer ! 



41 



WINTER. 

'Tis the bright and joyous season, 

Ever fraught with glee and mirth, 
Bringing happiness and plenty 
To the glad and grateful earth, 
And a ring of loving faces round the warm and sparkling 
hearth. 

And the long bright winter evening 

Passes merrily away, 
While the quaint and varying shadows 
On the ceiling dance and play. 
And each radiant face grows brighter in the fire-light's rosy 
ray. 

But my heart hath known no gladness 

Since the autumn's breezy hours, 
With their chill resistless breathing. 

Swept the bloom from summer's bowers, 
And the frost as coldly gathered on my heart as on the 
flowers. 



42 WINTER. 

For mj spirit sadly muses 

On the loved and early lost, 
On the many hopes and wishes 
By despair all coldly crossed, 
Vanished now, alas ! forever, — nipt like blossoms in a 
frost ! 

And the shrine where first and freshest 
Were my wrecked affections strown, 
Is a lone deserted grave-yard. 

Where, when autumn leaves were brown, 
She, the star of my existence, from my heart went coldly 
down ! 

Griefs that bind no more her spirit, 

Closely still my own enslave, — 
Wilder storms than beat above her 
In my bosom darkly rave. 
And the chilling snow-drifts deepen on my heart as on her 
grave. 

For alas ! the flowerless summer 

Of my blighted life is o'er, 
And though spring to earth's cold bosom 
Will the bud and bloom restore. 
Well I know the spring will brighten in my frozen heart 
no more. 



WINTER. 43 

As the lone and weary watcher 

Counts the minutes' Hngering flight, 
With a patient, hopeful spirit 
Waiting for the tarrying light, 
Cheating thus the dreary hours of the long and lonesome 
night,— 

So do I look gladly forward 

Through the darkness of my way, 
To where griefs and cares and trials 
All, shall vanish in the ray 
Of the spirit's heavenly dawning, — of the soul's unclouded 
day ! 



44 



FROST-PICTURES. 

The frost-king hath clad the forest 

In a garb of icy mail, 
And left on the panes of the windows, 

A white translucent veil. 

Oh, a rare and radiant pencil 
And a skilful hand hath he. 

And none may mock or rival 
His magical imagery. 

Come hither ye sweet-voiced prattlers. 
Who mourn for the summer lost, — 

Come hither and see what beauties 
Are born of the winter's frost. 

' T is a scene in the northern regions. 
Where tlu-ough the lingering night, 

The mystical borealis 

Is lending its waving light. 



FROST-PICTURES. 45 

Where the sledge and the fleet-paced reindeer 

O'er the glittering snow-paths go, 
And the bending boughs of the fir-trees 

Are heavy with clinging snow. 

Where the woods flash back the sunshine 
From their load of glistening gems, 

And clusters of glancing crystals 

Depend from the swaying stems. 

And afar in the frigid distance, 

The glaciers crash and fall. 
And ranks of towering icebergs 

Form a strong and massive wall. 

But the wayward painter wearied 

Of his first imagining, 
And bordered his wintry landscape 

With the leaves and flowers of spring. 

Alas, for the radiant picture 

So truly and brightly drawn. 
One smile of the winter sunshine 

Hath touched it, and it is gone. 

As fade, in our after being 

Tlie fancies and hopes of youth. 
Or as vanish the shades of error 

In the dawning light of truth. 



46 FROST-PICTURES. 

No trace of the beauteous picture 
On the weeping pane appears, 

But mountain and plain and forest 
Have melted in lucid tears. 

Thus ever our blissful dreamings 

Of the bright and blessed ideal, 

Are scattered in tears and sadness 
By the stern, remorseless real ! 



47 



NO MORE. 

When life lias sailed far down time's darkening stream, 
And silvery threads amid brown tresses gleam, 
' T is mournful to know the heart's summer-time o'er, 
And that never a blossom will bloom in it more. 

But 't is sadder to know, at youth's bright morning hour, 
Ere the sun-rays have kissed the fresh dew from the flower. 
That love, hope and gladness are meaningless words, 
And that life must henceforth be like June without birds ! 



48 



THE HOUSEHOLD SAINT. 

Tiiou whose sweet presence is with me now, 

Thou whose light breathing fans my brow, — 
As drifts my hearts's dismantled ark 
O'er life's wide ocean, so dim and dark, 

Thou, oh, thou art the white-winged dove 

Bringing the olive-leaves of love ! 

Thine, my own, is the only eye 

That never hath looked on me carelessly, — 
Thine are the only lips, my bird, 
"Which have given me never an unkind word, 

And thine is the only heart, which still 

Loves on, unchanging, through good and ill. 

Never upon thy beaming face 

lias passion or sorrow left its trace, 
Never a shadow of sin or care 
Dimmed the light on thy forehead fair, 

For thou art as pure and from guile as free 

As the shininor ones who wait for thee ! 



THE HOUSEHOLD SAINT. 49 

Words of the tempter I cannot hear, 
While thy sweet love-tones charm my ear, 

Only prayers from my heart arise, 

When I gaze in thy holy eyes, 
For all things dark and sinful flee 
From the presence of truth and purity. 

While I can clasp thy angel form 

I can meet unshrinking, life's wildest storm, 

While I can hold thy tiny hand, 

Can every trial and woe withstand, 
And walk at last, with untrembling breath. 
Through the shadowy valley we know as death ! 



50 



THIS MORNING. 

Morning comes, and with rosy fingers 
Parting her misty locks away, 

Binds them back with a golden arrow, — 
Then like a laughing child at play, 

Waving the folds of her radiant garments, 
Sweeps the stars from the path of day. 

Thou of the broad and thoughtful forehead, 

Over the calm reflective eyes, 
Shrining a deep unworldly meaning 

Under the shadow that in them lies, 
Let us forget life's jar and discord. 

Listening to Nature's harmonies. 

Let us go where the bending branches 
Closest, coolest together press. 

Where the leaves with their loving fingers 
Touch my forehead in mute caress — 

Come, for the heart that loads my bosom 
Aches with its heavy emptiness. 



Tins MORNING. ol 

Lightly tlie plumes of clierry-blossoms 

Drop their snow as we wander by, 
Sweetly the bright waves talk together, 

Sweetly the willow boughs reply, 
Fringing the brink of the smiling river 

As lashes shadow a clear blue eye. 

Softly the elm's low drooping tresses 

Swing and wave, by the south-wind stirred. 

Lightly the birch-tree's airy branches 
Tremble under the singing bird ; 

Sweetly the river's dreamy murmur 
Comes like an oft-repeated word. 

Weary of worldly care and bustle, 

Oh, I deem it a blessed boon 
Thus to rest where the rippling water 

Singeth ever a lulling tune, 
While with its soft continuous murmur 

Mingle the myriad songs of June. 



52 



YESTERDAY. 

An angel passed me yesterday, 

With snowy wings and floating hair, 

As slowly on my devious way 
I went, in darkness and despair. 

Strange how my heart could be so cold 
When that sweet angel-face was nigh ! 

I might have caught her robe's light fold 
As airly it floated by, — 

I might have kissed the sun-bright flow 
Of curls across my forehead blown. 

Or gazed upon the haloed brow 

Whose radiance lighted up my own. 

And yet I stood in mute surprise 
Till all the vision passed away, 

Nor once upraised my dazzled eyes, 
Nor oped my lips to whisper, " Stay ! " 



YESTERDAY. 53 



And vslowly from my misty sight 
Did the sweet visitant depart, — 

The angel-guest whose presence might 
Have re-illumed my darkened heart. 

But ah, its memory haunts me yet, — 
And musing I can only say. 

With starting tears of vain regret, 
" An angel passed me yesterday ! " 



54 



THE CHEERFUL HEART. 

Some deem the world a dreary place, 

Devoid of all redeeming merits, 
But oh, it wears another fjice 

To cheerful and contented spirits ! 
Why ever dim joy's brightest rays, 

By gloomy fears of coming sorrows ? 
I always cheat the cloudy days 

With hopeful thoughts of happier morrows. 

' T is true that " all things bright must ftxde " — 

That autumn's stern resistless j)Owers, 
With chilling wind and freezing shade 

Will blast the leaves and blight the flowers ; — 
For the departed summer's prime 

Let other hearts be vainly yearning. 
But through the snows of winter time, 

I gladly watch for its returning. 

' T is true life's sorrows every day 

Seem almost to outweigh its pleasures, 

And death full often steals away 

The trusting heart's most cherished treasures ; — 



THE CHEERFUL HEART. 

Let others mourn one dear one less, 
And wildly weep o'er heart-strings riven, 

I only joy that I possess 

Another loving friend in heaven ! — 

' T is true the friends are sadly few 

On Avhom we lean with trust unshaken. 
And oft o'er those we fancied true, 

Faith sighs to find herself mistaken. 
I yield not to one vain regret, 

When wayward fate hath so bereft me. 
But only love more fondly yet 

The dear ones still so kindly left me. 

Though hope may cease to sing awhile, 

And joy's sweet light seem slowly paling, 
' T is better far to wear a smile. 

For sighs and tears are unavailing. 
Let other's weep that bright dreams fade, 

And, weekly w^earing sorrow's fetter, 
Forever seek life's gloomiest shade, — 

I love its cheering sunshine better ! — 

What though my lot of pain and toil 
Be lowlier than my prouder brother's ? 

What though I heap no golden spoil. 
The envy and the hate of others ? 



55 



5G THE CHEERFUL HEART. 

Let others seek the shining road, 

And walk with mammon's worldly minions, - 
I joy that I've no wealth to load 

To earth my spirit's heavenward pinions ! 

Brightly may glisten glory's light. 

No envy in my bosom waking, 
For Fame's proud wreath, though fair to sight, 

Oft blooms above a heart that's breaking. 
The monarch's crown I covet not. 

And only pity those who wear it. 
Desiring with my humble lot 

Only a cheerful heart to bear it ! 



57 



NOVEMBER. 

In the chill shadow of the songless wood, 
Of late so musical in the summer air, 

Sits autumn, in her lonely solitude, 

Hiding her sad face with her nut-brown hair. 

Crowned not with the bright garland she has worn 
In the sweet light of the October days, 

For winter's hand the wreath has rudely torn. 
Blighted and faded, from its resting-place. 

With angry haste he tears away its leaves. 
Crushing its flowers beneath his icy tread, • 

Then, half-repenting his unkindness, weaves 
A band of pearls around her drooping head. 

Alas, the gift has chilled her to the heart ; — 
And now with gentle touch and breathings low. 

He lays the brown locks from her face apart. 
And wraps her in a winding-sheet of snow. 



58 



FLORENCE'S BIRTH--DAY. 

" Florence, wake ! " the birds are calling, 
Brushing with their wings the dew, 
But the words which they are saying 

None may know but me and you. 
' T is your birth-day morning, dearest. 
And the warbling songsters say, 
" Baby Florence, darling Florence, 
Two years old to-day ! " 

Ah, no father's lip may bless you, — 

He is o'er the sea away ; 
Would his fond eyes might behold you, 

"Would he could be here to-day ! 
Could his loving arms enfold you. 
Do you know what he would say ? 
" Baby Florence, darling Florence, 
Two years old to-day ! " 



Florence's birth-day. 59 

Never mother's heart ckmg closelier 

To her child than mine to you, 
Gem of love's bright broken circle, 

Fresh and guileless, — pure and true ! 
"Will life's thousand cares and changes 

Lure your heart from mine away ? 
Baby Florence, darling Florence, 
Two years old to-day ! 

Ah, my heart looks forward sadly 
To the path your feet must tread ; — 

Would it might be strown with roses, 
And their thorns be mine instead ! 

Happy one ! no dark misgivings 

Make your merry heart less gay ; — 

Baby Florence, darling Florence, 
Two years old to-day ! 

And I will not dim the present, 

By foreboding future woe ; 
Grief and joy in life are mingled 

Wisely, since God wills it so. 
And there is a watchful angel 

Who will hover round your way ; 
Baby Florence, darling Florence, 
Two years old to-day ! 



60 Florence's birth-day. 

I will trust you with the Shepherd, 
Who, whene'er His young lambs faint, 

Folds them softly in His bosom, 
Soothing every wailing plaint ; 

For I know His hand will lead you 
Safely tlirough life's perilous way ; 

Baby Florence, darling Florence, 
Two years old to-day I 



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61 



MARCH. 

It is March, — the month of snow-drifts and of bleak and 
boisterous weather, 

When the winter bids defiance to the spring. 
But on this delightful morning they walk smilingly together. 

Lover-like, but with no lover's quarreling. 

For the morn looks out in beauty, and the frost's enameled 
painting 
On the pane, is slowly melting in the sun, — 
On the white hills in the distance, soft the foggy haze is 
fainting, 
From the eaves the drops are dripping, one by one. 

Mossy knolls on yonder hill-side from the sinking snow 
are peeping. 
And the sunlight rests there lovingly and fair. 
And an April breeze that wooingly from yonder wood is 
sweeping. 
Tells of young buds on the maple branches there. 



62 MARCH. 

I can close my eyes, and fancy as I feel upon my forehead 
The fragrant wind, and hear its pleasant tune. 

That it is a summer zephyr, and its balmy breath is bor- 
rowed 
From the blossoming and budding of young June. 



63 



CLOVER BLOSSOMS. 

I 'vE read of roses till I tire of them, 

Of daffodils and myrtle-blossoms too, — 
I'd rather have a fresh, sweet, home-like gem 

Like this I hold, unhackneyed, pure and new ; — 
My taste is rude ; — I like not hot-house flowers, — 

Art, more than nature, breathes in their perfume ; 
They are unlike these children of the showers 

As carmine is unlike a natural bloom. 
Poor exiles, city-born and city-bred. 

They tell no tales of nature's dewy bowers ; — 
Were I a bride, this morning to be wed, 

I'd slight those everlasting " orange-flowers," 
Of which, since Eve was bride, we've heard and read. 
And loop the bridal veil with clover-blooms instead ! 



64 



TO ONE DEPARTED. 

In the soft and pale spring sunlight, 

In the summer's changing hues, — 
In the ringing of the rain-drops, 

In the dropping of the dews, 
Comes a gentle spirit-whisper 

Floating dreamily to me, 
In its soft and soul-like accents, 

Murmuring, lost one, of thee ! 

In the streamlet's gushing laughter, 

In the night-wind's wailing moan. 
In the breeze-rocked forest's music. 

In the wild-bird's gladsome tone, 
Still I hear that low sweet breathing 

From the harp of memory, 
On its viewless pinions bringing 

Dearest one, a thought of thee ! 

In the wild-bee's drowsy humming, 
' Mid the summer's flowering vines. 

In the spirit-like complaining 
Of the wind among the pines, — 



TO ONE DEPARTED. 65 

In the thousand dreamy voices 

Of the earth and of the sea, 
Cometh still that haunting whisper, 

Murmuring, lost one, of thee I 

In the ocean's surging murmur. 

As its ceaseless song it weaves, — 
In the light and playful rustle 

Of the wind among the leaves, — 
Wheresoe'er my footsteps wander 

Cometh still that voice to me, 
Like a sweet resounding echo, 

Murmuring ever, love, of thee ! 



66 



TWO. 

I AM the foot-stalk and she is the flower, — 

I am the lattice and she is the vine ; 
My heart's a thirsty waste, — hers is the shower 

Bringing refreshing and gladness to mine. 

She is a sculptured dome, — I, the harsh granite ; — 
She is the virgin gold, — I, the rough ore ; — 

She is a perfect and beautiful plant, 
I am the nebulous chaos of yore. 

She is a living form ; I am the marble 

Which 'neath the chisel, may image her charms ; 

My music breathes of art ; — hers is the warble 
Borne up to heaven, in the morning's blue calms. 

Her mind, a polished gem, needs no attrition. 
Mine is crude, shapeless, as won from the soil; 

She, by a natural and easy transition, 

Grows to the grace that I reach but by toil. 



TWO. 67 

Mine is a power acquired, — hers was born with her, — 
Mine is a studied charm, — hers is her own ; 

She looks down on the world, — I look up tliither, — 
I stand with thousands, but she stands alone. 

I am the canvas whereon may be painted 

Shapes of strange beauty, — conceptions sublime, — 

She a rare picture, — pure, beautiful, sainted. 
Sketched by the Master, to live for all time. 

She is a spring ; — I, the rock that stands by it ; 

She is the calm bright sky, — I am the sea. 
Mirroring softly its pure starry quiet ; — 

This is the difference in my love and me ! 



68 



TWENTY-ONE. 

Twenty-one! 'tis yet youth's early morning, — 
Life's real, earnest strife is but begun, — 

Yet there falls a stern mysterious warning 
O'er my soul, as clouds across the sun, 
And a voice says, " Work ere day be done ! " 

Twenty-one ! and silently before me. 

Shade of the dead Past, I see thee rise ; — 

Cast not now thy mournful presence o'er me, 
Turn not on me thy reproachful eyes ! 
Darkly on my heart their meaning lies. 

For they ask me — " Hast thou raised one altar 
To the Spirit of the Good and True ? 

Wherefore do thy footsteps idly falter 

Thus at duty's gate, and pass not through, 
While there yet remains so much to do ? " 



TWENTY-ONE. 69 

It is that my weak hands have no power, 

And I cannot labor as I would ; 
Lacking eloquence, and genius' dower. 

How can I achieve a single good ? 

How be heard among the multitude ? 

Rouse thee, heart, from thine inactive slumber ! 
Even the humblest has a sphere to fill, 

And the deeds of every hour I number 
Help to swell the tide of good or ill ; — 
Rouse ! thy sloth may be atoned for still ! 

If I cause one heart to beat more lightly, 

If I soothe a grief or ease a pain, 
If I make one tearful eye beam brightly. 

With the light of happiness again, 

I shall not have labored all in vain. 



70 



A DRY DITTY. 

Oh, there lias been a weary time 

Of heat and dust and blight, 
Since rain has blest the earth, and fringed 

The leaves with drops of light. 
The river, shrunken in its bed. 

Keeps sadly murmuring, — 
The frogs are silent all the night, 

They have no heart to sing ! 

Men make strange faces at the sky. 

And " think it looks like rain " — 
Ah, that their hopeful prophecies 

Are ventured all in vain ! 
That " all signs fail in time of drought," 

They willingly allow, 
And weather- wisdom everywhere 

Is at a discount now ! 

On the parched roofs the shingles warp ; — 

The cisterns all are dry ; — 
The very spouts along the eaves 

Yawn half-reproachfuUy ; 



A DRY DITTY. 71 

And when to fan the passers-by, 

A cooling breeze is given, 
Dast-clouds, like a remonstrance, rise 

Imploringly to heaven. 

Ladies walk out, as, rain or shine. 

They always will and must, 
But even their light foot-falls raise 

A choking whirl of dust. 
Low slippers lose their witchery, 

White hose look sadly dim. 
And little feet with gaiter-boots 

Are in a sorry trim. 

Come to the thirsty earth, oh, rain ! 

Come to the yellow grass ! 
Come to the crisped leaves, that curl. 

Dry rustling, as I pass ! 
Come, that all green things may rejoice ! 

Come, that the patient boat 
Moored where the river used to be, 

May be once more afloat ! 

Come that the school-boys, who erewhile 

Mope listless through the street. 
May wade along in road-side ponds. 

And wash their dusty feet ! 



72 A DRY DITTY. 

Let mothers scold o'er muddy clothes, 
And warning threats repeat, 

Boys never can be boys but once. 
And rain is such a treat ! 

Come rain, dear rain ! 'mid nature's friends 

I prize thee most of all ; — 
Alas, that one who loves thee so 

Could glory in thy fall ! — 
Joy ! — one of larger faith than I, 

Most trustingly maintains 
That " that after such a drought as this, 

It almost ahoays rains ! " 



73 



THE BENT OF THE TWIG- 

'^^['he moon is out in beauty, silvering 

Hill, field and forest with her icy light. 
And as I gaze, a tiny, toddling thing. 

With pattering feet, and face upraised and bright, 
Comes to my side ; — I raise her in my arms 

Placing her feet upon the window-sill, 
And long she gazes on the landscape's charms, 

Laughing as all delighted babies will : 
Grasps at the stars, which far in dizzy space, 

Lie thick as blossoms in the lap of June, — 
Then with lips parted, and uplifted face. 

Raises her arms and tries to kiss the moon, 
" How soon,'' says one whose face I just discover, 

" That child, like all her sex, aspires to things above her 1 " 



74 



THE WHITE DOVE. 

Over the misty mountains, 
Over the sounding sea, 

Far through the dreamy distance 
Came a white dove to me. 

Sorrow upon my harp-strings 

Lay like corroding rust, 
Darkly hope's holy radiance 

Faded, an empty trust, — 
Till my o'erburdened spirit, 

Wildered by doubts and fears, 
Saw only clouds and darkness 

Dimly, through falling tears, — 

When over the misty mountains, 

Over the surging sea. 
Far through the dreamy distance. 

Came a white dove to me. 



THE WHITE DOVE. 75 

Spoke I in trembling whispers 

Thus to the spirit-bird : — 
' Wlio in the land of shadows, 

Who hath my plaining heard ? 
Art thou some friend departed, 

Come to my heart again ? " 
And a sweet voice rose clearly, 

Soft as the summer rain : — 

" Over the misty mountains. 
Over the sounding sea, 
Far through the dreamy distance, 
Lone one, I come to thee ! 



" I am no friend departed 

Over life's mystic main, 
Coming in clouds and darkness 

Back to thy heart again ; — 
I am the might, the power. 

Conqueror all above, 
I am the joy, the sunshine 

Lighting earth's darkness, — Love ! 

" And over the misty mountains. 
Over the surging sea, 
Far through the dreamy distance, 
Lone one, I come to thee ! " 



76 THE WHITE DOVE. 

Then the white dove which never, 

Never will more depart, 
Folded its snowy pinions 

Over my gladdened heart ; 
Thrillingly sweet and gentle 

Is the low song it sings — 
" Rest thee, thou weary spirit. 

Under my shielding wings ! " 

Over the misty mountains. 
Over the sounding sea. 

Far through the dreamy distance 
Came a white dove to me ! 



77 



A LULLABY. 

Come to my bosom, my only, my own, 
Thou from whose forehead heaven's light hath not flown, ■ 
Time hath not yet, with his pinions of gloom. 
Scattered thy young heart's first beautiful bloom, — 
Thou art unchilled by the shadows of years. 
Thou hast not gathered life's harvest of tears ; — 
Fondly I clasp thee, beloved, in my arms, — 
Freshness and purity, — these are thy charms ! 

Koses are sweetest when partly blown, 
Love is most blessed when scarcely known, 
Life is brightest when just begun. 
And thus are all dear things, beloved one ! 
But my heart, as thy tiny form I press, 
Whispers — "I never can love thee less ! " 

"When summer's fierce heats in the sultry air quiver, 
T is cheering to list to the cool sound of a river. 
And thus to my heart comes the voice of thy laughter, 
With its fresh rippling gush,, and its sweet echo after. 



78 A LULLABY. 

'My love, like a vine, clasps its tendrils about thee, 

And desolate, lone, were my being without thee ; 

Oh, we'll walk hand in hand through life's changeable 

weather. 
And when death's summons comes, we'll obey it together ! 

Morning is brightest when it is breaking, 

Music is sweetest just at its waking. 

Stars are most beautiful when first they glimmer, 

Time renders all bright things colder and dimmer ; 

God keep thy heart, through life's trials estranging, 

Constant and spotless, — unchanged and unchanging ! 

Weary of life's dull monotonous hum. 
Till my tired heart sinks, all voiceless and dumb, 
Weary of following one dreary way 
Aimless and passionless, day after day, 
Gladly to greet thee my worn spirit flies, 
Light of my loneliness, — star of my skies ! 
Fondly I clasp thee again in my arms, — 
Freshness and purity — these are thy charms ! 

Roses are sweetest when partly blown. 
Love is most blessed when scarcely known, 
Life is brightest when just begun, 
And thou art now loveliest, dearest one ! 
But my fond heart breathes, as I kiss thy brow. 
" I never can love thee less than now ! " 



79 



THY BLESSING. 

I CANNOT come to tliee as in the days 

Long past, but not forgotten ; — I have been 

Since then through many dark and dreary ways, 
Through much of care, and weariness, and sin. 

Thy path lies calmly 'mid the pastures green 

And the still waters of the better land. 
While vainly yearning for that rest serene, 

My feet still press life's burning desert-sand. 

And yet, in spirit and in truth I come 
To crave thy blessing, ere I wander far 

Across the waste of ocean's plashing foam, 
Obedient to my chosen guiding-star. 

And by a gentle faith, which long hath shed 
Its radiance on a pathway dim and cold, 

I feel thy shadowy hand upon my head, 
And hear thy whispered blessing as of old. 



80 THY BLESSING. 

My glad heart rises every fear above, 

Strengthened by the inspiring words to say^ — 
" I will be true to duty and to love, 

And follow wheresoe'er they lead the way ! " 



81 



THE SUNKEN ROCK. 

She launched her boat at break of day, 
And o'er the waters sailed away. 
" Oh pray," she said, " no billow dark 
May whelm me and my little bark ! " 

" Oh may no tempest's raging wrath 
Sweep wildly o'er my watery path, 
No cloud the clear sky darken o'er, 
Until I reach the other shore ! " 

The sea was smooth, the sky was fair. 
And softly breathed the wafting air, 
And leaning o'er the vessel's side, 
The maiden watched the waves divide. 

And heard the soft contiuous note 
Sung by the waters round her boat, 
While flakes of foam, like lilies, lay 
Whitely along the rippling way. 



82 THE SUNKEN ROCK. 

Then sung the maiden joyfully, 
" There's not a cloud to dim the sky, 
How pleasantly, the bright waves o'er, 
I hasten to the other shore ! " 

When lo ! with rude and stunning shock. 
The frail keel struck a sunken rock. 
And though no cloud the calm sky crossed, 
The maiden and the boat were lost ! 

And as the fated bark went down, 
A voice the waters could not drown, 
Said — " Fear thou not the tempest's shock, 
But oh, beware the sunken rock ! " 



83 



THE UNBIDDEN GUEST. 

Mirth and music are here to-night, 

Red lips murmur and bright eyes glance, 

Forms of beauty with motion light 
Float and whirl in the dizzy dance. 

Up and down in a living stream 

Winds the waltz like a wreath of flowers, 
Rich robes rustle and white arms gleam, 

Light feet fall like the beat of showers. 

Yonder, there where the shadow lies. 
Pale and earnest a face appears. 

Gazing at me with steady eyes. 

Eyes whose brightness is that of tears. 

See ye, gay ones, the pale sad face. 
Gazing forth from the shadow there ? 

Can it be that the form I trace 
Is no other than empty air ? 



84 THE UNBIDDEN GUEST. 

Lightly, brightly, the dance whirls by, 
Pausing not where the shadow lies 

Dim and silent, — and only I 

See the face with the haunting eyes. 

Sweet the calm on the brow that lies, 
Sweet the smile on the silent lips, 

Still and deej) are the shadowy eyes. 
Like a lake where the lily dips. 

" Guest unbidden, why haunt me so ? 
All the day are my thoughts of thee, 
All the night does thy memory flow 
Over my soul like a whelming sea ! 

" Ever into my dim lone room 

Comest thou nightly, with even's star, — 
Why dost thou come where light and bloom. 
Beauty and love and gladness are ? " 

Clasping closely my passive hands, 

Comes the presence and walks with me, — 

In and out with the joyous bands 
Pass together the bond and free. 

And as we wander to and fro 

Under the lamp-light's searching shine, 

Little the eyes which see me, know 
Spirit fingers are clasping mine ! 



S5 



TWENTY-TWO. 

Smilingly clay's wearied monarch 

Lays aside lier golden crown, 
And o'er earth's calm breast, the twilight 

Shakes her shadowy tresses down. 
With white forehead pure and saintly 

Comes the moon of memories, 
And upon the dim earth faintly 

Look the loving Pleiades. 

Little one, with face uplifted 

Softly to the failing light, 
And thy soft hair brightly drifted 

Backward from thy forehead white, — 
Come, while yet yon lonely wild-bird 

Warbles forth his farewell trills. 
And the hem of day's bright garment 

Lies along the western hills, — 



86 TWENTY-TWO. 

Come and see how fast tlie summer 

Flees before October's tread, 
With her garments rent and faded, 

And her garlands sere and dead. 
Bright the frozen dew-drops glitter 

Lying on her soft brown hair, 
And her sighing, sad and bitter, 

Burdens all the golden air. 

Two-and-twenty years this even 

Since a mother's yearning prayer 
Blest a young child, newly given 

To the world's unloving care ; 
Two-and-twenty years this even ! 

Just as now the stars looked down, — 
Just as now, night's calm-browed empress 

Wore her pearl and silver crown ; — 

Yet all else is strangely altered ; 

Ah, for many lonesome years. 
O'er that mother's lowly grave-mound 

Have the violets dropped their tears ; 
Weeping not that she so early 

In life's battle sunk and died, 
But that one she blessed in dying, 

Is not sleeping by her side ! 



TWENTY-TWO. 87 

Little one, with face uplifted 

Softly in the silver light, 
And thy bright hair backward drifted 

Know'st thou 't is my birth-day night ? 
Know'st thou, as we kneel together 

Where the moonlight floods the floor, 
On my conscious head in blessing. 

Rests that mother's hand once more ? 



88 



MAGIC MIRRORS. 

A FAIR young child with heart of glee 
Stands prattling by its mother's knee, 
And as her eyes reflect the smile 
Brightening her darling's face the while, 

" Oh, mother, dear," the cherub cries, 

" I see a baby in your eyes !" 

The mother stoops and playfully 

Raising the infant to her knee, 

Gazes within the azure deeps 

Where joy's bright meaning never sleeps ; — 

A pale sad woman she descries. 

Out-gazing from her baby's eyes ! 

" Ah, eyes tell truth," she sighs at last, — 
" Yours speak your future, — mine my past ; 

For in your radiant orbs I see 

A prophecy of days to be. 

And in my own dimmed eyes, appears 

A glimpse of childhood's vanished years ! " 



89 



THE HAUNTED RIVER. 

I SIT by a beautiful river, 

Whose waves, dancing on to tlie sea. 
Are kissing each other in gladness. 

And laughing like children in glee. 

It flows amid flower-gemmed meadows, 
And eddies through blossomy dells. 

And, to every fresh leaf-spray that greets it, 
A tale of new melody tells. 

When twilight with covetous fingers 

Afar in the shadowy west. 
Has gathered the roses of sunset, 

And hidden them under her vest, — 

I love by its margin to wander, 

For sweetest of music to me 
Is the song rippling up from its bosom, 

In numbers triumphant and free. 



00 THE HAUNTED RIVER. 

The charm of an olden tradition 
Hangs over the beautiful place, 

Investing its wildering sweetness 
With a sacred and mystical grace. 

'T is a tale of a sunny-eyed maiden 
Who dwelt by the murmuring stream, 

With a form and a face which were fairer 
Than the shapes in a summer-night's dream. 

But there came a dark sorrow, that blighted 
Her heart to its innermost core. 

And the gladness returned to her spirit. 
And the smile to her sweet lips no more. 

One night in the beautiful season 

Which follows the summer's decline, 

When beams from the fair face of heaven 
A smile that is almost divine, — 

When her chaplet of crimson and golden 
The goddess of autumn-time weaves. 

And berries like clusters of rubies 
Hide under the emerald leaves, — 

She parted the curls from her forehead, 
And bound them with glittering gems. 

And looped up their rich glossy masses 
With lilies and daffodil stems, — 



THE HAUNTED KIVER. 91 

And decked in pure snowj-wliite garments 

Befitting a newly-made bride, 
She loosened her boat from its moorino-. 

And rowed o'er the glistening tide. 

And when the glad morning was shaking 

The light from her tresses of gold, 
And the folds of her many-hued mantle 

Again in the east were enrolled, 

And the wood-birds, to welcome her comin- 
Were warbling their merriest strain, 

The boat lay alone on the water 
But the maiden returned not again. 

And 't is said in the gathering twilight 

Of autumn's soft whispering eves. 
When sweetly the river is singing 

Its song to the listening leaves, 

When the wind, with a mother's devotion 
Has rocked the faint blossoms to rest, 

And the white moonlight lies like a spirit 
Asleep on the river's soft breast, 

With a dipping of shadowy paddles 
AYhich noiselessly tremble and gleam, 

A boat, like a silvery crescent 

Comes floating adown the bright stream. 



92 THE HAUNTED RIVER. 

Aiid there, witli lier lily-twined tresses, 

A snowy-white bridal array. 
The beautiful maiden sits guiding 

The boat on its star-lighted way. 

Ah ! oft have I mused on the story. 

Alone in this shadowy place, 
Till I almost could see in the waters 

The gleam of a beautiful face, — 

Till dimly my watching eyes pictured 
In a far away curve of the stream. 

The spirit-like boat of the maiden 

And her white garments' quivering gleam. 



93 



CHARMED. 

Turn away thy strange soft eyes, 
They oppress me with their beauty. 

And the light that in them lies 
Lures me far from right and duty. 

I have watched their dazzling beam 
Till my very life and being, 

Thought and speech and motion seem 
Centered in the sense of seeing. 

Though the fire of thy strange eyes 
To my very heart is burning, 

Still my wildered spirit sighs 
Deeply for their soft returning. 

For my all of bliss in life 

I have known since first I met thee, 
Ah ! it is a weary strife 

This vain struggle to forget thee ! 



94 



WHERE CHARLIE DIED. 

There seems a sacred presence here, 

A gloom as of approaching night, 
For one whose smile to us was dear 

Here bowed to death's remorseless blight. 
The youngest of our household band, 

Fair-browed, and gaj, and sunny-eyed, 
Unclasped from ours his little hand 

And in his childish beauty died. 

They said he died ; — it seems to me 

That, after hours of pain and strife. 
He slept, one even, peacefully. 

And woke toeverlasting life ; 
And mirth's glad voice, and laughter's cheer 

May ring through all the house beside. 
But quiet sadness reigneth here. 

Since darling baby Charlie died. 



WHERE CHARLIE DIED. 95 

Oh ! when my hccart, oppressed by care, 

Grows faint to find its heaven unwon, 
And shrinks from life's vain hollow glare 

As flowers beneath the August sun, 

I love to seek this shadowy room, 

By memory sadly sanctified, 
And linger in the eloquent gloom 

Which hallows it since Charlie died. 

And ever as I enter here. 

With noiseless steps and low-drawn breath, 
There seems an unseen presence near, 

For here the twilight gate of death 
Once, on a holy summer night, 

By angel hands was swung aside. 
Opening from darkness into light 

When darling baby Charlie died. 



96 



THE MINSTREL. 

One there was, tlioiigli fair and young, 

Blest with song's most wondrous dower, 
And a skilful hand she flung 

O'er a lyre of magic j^ower. 
Beauty fashioned not her face 

In a mould of faultless seeming, 
But it wore thought's earnest trace, 

And the light of soul, bright beaming. 

In her eyes so strangely bright, 

Full of deep and dewy splendor, 
When their soft and changeful light 

Told of feeling true and tender, — 
In her haughty brow of snow. 

In the tear her cheek impearling, — 
In the sweet voice trembling low, 

In her soft lip proudly curling ; 
In her song's melodious art. 

Sweetness from its grief deriving. 
One might read that in her heart 

Pride and wretchedness were strivinc: : 



THE MINSTREL. 97 

Thougli the worldly thouglitless throng 

Paused awhile to list in wonder 
The proud triumph of her song, 

And the anguish wailing under. 
When she sung of brows of snow. 

No one knew that hers was aching, 
When of hearts in joy's bright glow. 

No one cared that hers was breaking ; — 
When she sung of smiling eyes, 

No one saw that hers were tearful. 
And her young life's closest ties 

Rent by anguish strong and fearful. 
Loneliness weighed down her heart, — 

Love or friendshij) never found her, — 
Not one soul with hers had part, 

' Mid the thousands gathered round her ; 
For the great world looked on her 

As on one too highly gifted 
For a mortal love to stir, — 

And no pleading voice was lifted. 

Thus she sang, day after day, 

No one heeding, no one caring. 
Till her heart, once light and gay. 

Grew dark, heavy and despairing, — 
Till her song of dreamings bright 

Changed to murmurs sad and bitter, 
And her soft eyes' loving light 

Grew a cold and icy glitter ; 



98 .THE MINSTREL. 

Till her eyelids drooped in sleep, 

And her song was hushed forever, 
And she sunk in slumber deep, 

Tired of life's long vain endeavor ; 
And her last brief trembling breath 

Fell upon the deaf air only, — 
Who shall answer for her death 

Thus uncared-for, sad and lonely ? 

Every feeling unreturned, 

Each affection unrequited, 
Every prayer for love that's spurned. 

Every lofty hope that's blighted. 
Is a deep and bitter wrong 

In the eyes of the All-seeing, 
And amid life's varied throng, 

Many a heart deplores their being. 

Who shall answer for the grief 
In the minstrel's being centered ? 

On what cold heart's darkened leaf 
Shall the heavy sin be entered ? 



99 



DANDELIONS. 

Oh, dandelions, ye are here again 

With June's glad sunshine in your golden eyes ! 
Far as the eye may reach, o'er hill and plain, 

A yellow smile on nature's fair face lies. 
Oh, bright-eyed ones ! ye are the only flowers 

Which come to me as ye in childhood came ; 
All things seem changed to me, since those bright hours, • 

All but your faces, — they are just the same, — 
And I retrace my path of toil and care 

Back to the realm of toys and skipping-ropes. 
And blow your gossamer seed-globes high in air, 

And watch their rise, — as rose my early hopes ! 
Too truly said, — for like your feathery crown 
I've found those hopes, since then, most literally down! 



100 



THE HAND IN MINE. 

A HAND Hke the leaf of a blush-rose, 

O'er which the bright dew-pearls are strown, 

Forever through sunlight and shadow 
Is lovingly clasped in my own. 

If I roam through the summer-time forests, 
Or climb the steep slope of the hills, — 

Or rest in the blossomy shadows 

Which curtain the course of the rills, — 

If I search for the first timid flowers 
The spring's budding mosses among, 

Or sit in the shine of the fire-light 

When the evenings are wintry and long, — 

If I stray where the world's striving voices 
Are sounding, contentious and loud. 

Or seek in my own quiet chamber. 
Relief from the turbulent crowd, — 



THE HAND IN MINE. 101 

In the bright hours which follow the dawning, 

Or in the broad daylight of noon, 
Or when the blithe cricket is sing-in jr 

At eve his monotonous tune, — 

Or when the thick tresses of midnight 

On earth's silent bosom are thrown, 
The hand with its soft, clasping fingers 

Lies lovingly still in my own. 

And when the pale messenger cometh, 

Whose smile hath a promise divine, 
Will they lay me away from my idol. 

And take the dear fingers from mine ? 

Oh, no ! let us yield up together 

The last brief and quivering breath, 
And the hands which in life never parted, 

Be still undivided in death ! 



102 



AGAIN. 

Mother, I come to thee again, 

As in my shadowed hours of old, 
But oh, I find thee not as then, — 

The sod above thy heart is cold ; 
I hear no more thy whisper's thrill, 

I feel no more thy lip's soft touch, — 
Thy voice is mute, thy heart is still, 

And I am changed almost as much I 

For fate my trembling steps has led 

Where sorrow's bitter waters swell. 
And showers from love's pure fountain shed. 

Have changed to tear-drops as they fell ; 
And now for many a weary year. 

Since I have strayed away from thee, 
Thy low neglected pillow here 

Has only seemed like home to me. 



AGAIN. 



And though across mj forehead now, 

Time's lines and furrows are not drawn, 
Though years rest lightly on my brow. 

The spring-time of my heart is gone ; — 
And I could envy thy sweet rest. 

Thy calm release from pain and care,— 
Could gladly sleep upon thy breast, 

And find a blessed solace there ! 



103 



104 



MY WORLD. 

I HAVE a world, a radiant world, 

In which I dwell alone, 
Where earthly cares and woes and fears, 

Are never felt or known ; 
No foot unwelcome enters there, — 

I hold the mystic key ; 
Its golden portals, wide and fair, 

Ope never but for me. 

There are no sorrows in my world. 

No anguish and no tears ; 
Its beauty and its happiness 

Fade not with fading years ; 
There are no tempests in its sky. 

No clouds by lightning riven ; 
No gloom or darkness ever falls 

Athwart its summer-heaven. 



MY WOKLD. 105 

No southern clime has flov\^ers so sweet, 

With hues so rich and bright, 
As those which blossom in my world, 

Unchilled by winter's bliglit : 
Amid its gardens broad and fair 

No stricken blossom grieves, — 
My world has autumn's gorgeous dyes, 

But not its withered leaves. 

And there are princely palaces, 

And towers high and fair, 
Rearing their snowy battlements 

Against the purple air ; 
And stately domes and marble founts, 

And castles proud and grand, 
Are there, beneath the rosy skies 

Of my enchanted land. 

And there are birds whose colored wing' 

Fan fragrance from the bowers, 
As in and out, in sun and shade. 

They float like winged flowers ; 
And when upon their shining plumes, 

I watch the rainbow gleams, 
I hear such songs as other ears 

Hear only in their dreams. 



106 MY WORLD. 

No frowning storm-cloud broods in wrath 

My pleasant world above, 
For all the air is music there," 

And every thought is love ; 
" The wind is never in the east " — 

But zephyrs bland and sweet 
Blow soft, and shake the blossoms down 

In showers at my feet. 

You think my world a lifeless realm, 

A fair dead soHtude, 
Where loneliness and mystery 

And voiceless silence brood ; 
But it has shapes of radiant grace. 

With faces sweet and fair. 
With brows unmarked by toil and grief, 

And eyes undimmed by care. 

These be the angel ministers 

Who shield me with their wings, 
And sing me sweet unearthly songs 

Of high and holy things ; 
Who fill my heart with happiness 

WTiich nothing can destroy. 
And make my life, despite its clouds, 

A blessing and a joy. 



MY WORLD. 107 

And when, like sad foreboding clouds, 

Heavy with autumn rain, 
The shadows of this outer life 

Fall dark on heart and brain, 
I have a refuge from their wrath 

Wliich others may not see, 
For into my ideal world 

They cannot follow me. 



108 



RESIGNATION. 

There is no sister-band, however tended, 
But one young bride is there ; — 

There is no j&re-side, howsoe'er defended, 
But has one vacant chair. 

Our home is full of mingled smiles and sighing, 

Our fairest one has fled ! 
And baby Ned, for his lost sister crying, 

Will not be comforted ! 

Let us be patient ! these severe afflictions 

Not from the ground arise, 
But oftentimes, celestial benedictions 

Assume hymeneal guise. 

We see but dimly through the mists and vapors, 

But, drying sorrow's damps. 
We read her marriage notice in the papers, 

And trim hope's brightest lamps. 



RESIGNATION. 109 

Marriage is nought ; — what seems so is transition ; 

The life she lived of late 
Is but a suburb to the life elysian 

Yclept the wedded state. 

She is not dead, — the child of our affection, 

But gone unto that school, 
Wherein she lays aside our fond protection 

To own a husband's rule. 

In that great cloister's stillness and seclusion, 

By his old mother led, 
Safe from " young company " and mirth's intrusion, 

She lives, — the same as dead. 

Day after day we think Avliat she is doing 

In those old dismal rooms. 
Year after year, her toilsome way pursuing 

With stew-pans, mops and brooms. 

Sometime will visit her, to keep unbroken 

The bond which nature gives. 
Thinking that our kind pity, though unspoken. 

May cheer her where she lives. 

Not as a girl shall we again behold her, 

For when, with rapture wild, 
In our embraces we again enfold her. 

She will notvbe a child, — 



110 RESIGNATION. 

But a staid matron, in her husband's mansion, 
Clothed with a graver grace, 

And beautiful with womanhood's expansion, 
Shall we behold her face. 

And though we see, with anger and emotion. 

How poorly she is dressed, 
In a cheap gingham, which with fond devotion, 

She dignifies her "best," 

We will be patient, and assuage the feeling. 

The little time we stay, 
Our pity and our sympathy concealing 

Until we come away ! 



Ill 



BETTER THAN BEAUTY. 

Ye may praise the cliarms of a beautiful face, 

And dream of a fairy form, 
For me, I care not for outward grace, 

If the heart be true and warm ; 
The witching glances which beauty throws, 

Enchantingly bright may be, 
But the eye where love's warm sunshine glows. 

Is dearer by far to me ! 

Ye may tell of lips like the coral's hue 

Or rose-buds wet with showers. 
But a lip whose breathings are fond and true. 

Be mine, in my sadder hours, — 
For when by sorrow too deeply stirred 

My lonely heart may be, 
From loving lips one gentle word 

Is happiness to me ! 



112 BETTER THAN BEAUTY. 

Ye may tell of hands which are small and slight. 

All daintily smooth and fair, 
Whose taper fingers are soft and white 

As the lily's petals are, 
But a hand that will answer my own close clasp 

Fondly and fervently, 
"With a cordial warmth in its friendly grasp, 

Is dearer by far to me ! 

Ah, beauty has magical charms, if seen 

In lip, or brow, or eye. 
But a sweeter beauty than this, I ween, 

In the hidden heart may lie ; — 
And lovely a face with beauty's glow 

To other eyes may be. 
But a beautiful face with no heart below 

Seems mockery to me ! 



113 



SEVENTEEN. 

Seventeen long years ago ! and still 

The hillock newlj-heaped I see, 
Which hid beneath its heavy chill 

One who has never died to me ; — 
And since, the leaves which o'er it wave 

Have been kept green by raining tears ; 
Strange how the shadow of a grave 

Could fall across so many years ! 

Seventeen long years ago ! No cross, 

No urn nor monument is there, 
But drooping leaves and starry moss 

Bend softly in the summer air ; 
The one I would have died to save 

Sleeps sweetly, free from griefs and fears ; 
Strange how the shadow of a grave 

Could fall across so many years ! 



114 SEVENTEEN. 

Seventeen long years ago ! I see 

The hand I held so long in vain, 
The lips I pressed despairingly 

Because they answered not again : 
I see again the shining wave 

Of the dark hair be-gemmed with tears, 
Strange how the shadow of a grave 

Could fall across so many years ! 

Seventeen long years ago ! The hand 

Then fondly clasped, still holds my own, 
Leading me gently to the land 

Where storm and shadow are unknown ; 
The summons which I gladly crave 

Will come like music to my ears, 
And the chill shadow of the grave 

Be changed to light, ere many years ! 



115 



"THE GOOD TIME COMING." 

I SAW her on the sidewalk yesterday, 

Tripping along with brisk and airy tread 
Over the new-fallen snow, which thinly lay 

Along her path ; — she raised her pretty head. 
Bringing to view a very lovely face, 

And casting a coquettish glance around, 
She set her foot upon a treacherous place 

And down she went, astonished to the ground ! 
Down, — yet no sooner down than up again 

With an elastic spring the fair one came, — 
And such a rosy rising ! I maintain 

I've seen Aurora wrap the east in flame 
With blush less burning; — but with glad surprise 
I joyed that woman had, at last, a ^^ chance to rise!" 



IIG 



ALLIE. 

'T IS a bleak November nigbt, 

Fraught with storm and cloud and glow, 
But the fire burns warm and bright 

In my cosy little room ; 
I am sitting here alone, 

And the patter of the rain, 
And the wind's complaining sound 

Wake strange echoes in my brain ; 
Oh, if you were only here, 
AUie, dear! 

Shadows quiver to and fro 

On the wall in seeming glee. 
And ripe, red-cheeked apples glow 

In the firelight temptingly ; 
Just across the heart-rug there 

Is a most inviting seat, — 
An old-fashioned easy-chair 

And a cushion for your feet ; 
Oh, if you were only here, 
Allie, dear ! 



ALLIE. 117 



I can almost see you now 

Sitting in that easy-chair 
With a smile upon your brow 

Such as only you can wear ; 
With your large, shy loving eyes 

Saddened by no thought of care, 
While the golden firelight lies 

Crown-like on your shining hair ; ■ 
Ah, methinks you must be here, 
AUie, dear! 

But the vision fades away ; — 

I am sitting here alone, — 
And the firelight's fading ray 

Shines a moment and is gone. 
Vacant stands the easy-chair. 

Fled is the illusion sweet. 
But upon the window there 

Still the beating rain-drops beat, 
And I still wish you were here, 
Allie, dear! 



118 



ONE NIGHT. 

Daylight had waned, slowly and gloomily, 
Dying as though unwilling to depart, 

And heavier clouds than draped the frowning sky, 
Hung darkly round my heart. 

For the sweet angel-presence, kindly given 

By the Good Father, — like a thought of Him, 

To form one link between my heart and heaven, 
Was growing faint and dim. 

She was my all ; — her hand the only stay 
That held me to the earth ; — in agony 

I felt its grasp grow weaker, day by day, — 
How could I see her die ? 

I laid the white face from my lips away. 

And folded the pale hands away from mine, 

And vrith a choking effort, strove to say 
" Lord, not my will, but Thine ! " 



ONE NIGHT. 119 

But duty bowed to love, that dark hour ; 

My torn heart, shrinking from the bitter cup, 
Closed round its idol with a passionate power, 

And would not yield it up. 

When suddenly methought the veil was riven 
That hides the mystic future from our eyes, 

And strangely to my wondering gaze were given 
Its mighty mysteries. 

I saw a wanderer with weary tread 
Toiling along life's rough uneven way. 

Whence cares and griefs, like shadows dark and dread, 
Obscured each cheering ray. 

Long years of time and trial had laid waste 

The fresh pure charms which youth had gloried in, 

And on the lip and cheek and brow were traced 
Sorrow and care and sin. 

Along the rugged pathway, hard and steep, 
The pilgrim wandered, in the darkness wild, 

And as she turned her face aside to weep, 
I knew it was my child! 

The vision passed ; — and I was bending still 
Beside the pillow of the suffering one ; 

The little hand in mine was yet more chill, 
The breathing almost done. 



120 ONE NIGHT. 

Calm, — almost thankful, — without word or sigh, 
From the white brow I wiped the gathering dews, 

When like a harp-note floating from on high 
Came the low whisper — " Choose ! " 

Then from my breast I laid the drooping head, 
And folded the pale hands away from mine. 

And calmly, without tear or struggle, said, 
" Lord, not my will, but Thine ! " 



121 



TRUE LOVE CAN NE'ER FORGET/ 

Oh, say not love made your pathway pleasant 
With blessed radiance in days gone by, — 

The love that is past was never present. 
For true love's brightness can never die ! 

I have no faith in transient passion. 

How true soever it seem to be, 
Which, like a bonnet, goes out of fashion, 

As soon as it loses its novelty. 

I know there are, — and their name is legion, — 
Who look through vapors and darkness far, 

To where in its own pure cloudless region, 
Is the holy shining of love's sweet star ; 

And eager to clasp the coveted glory, 
They wander wide in a fruitless quest. 

And like the spirit in Bible story. 

Walk through dry places, and find no rest ; 



122 "true love can ne'er forget." 

Till seeing a fire-fly's fickle glancing, 
They follow its fitful brightness far, — 

'Tis gained, — and they cry with joy entrancing, 
" Eureka ! see, I have found the star ! " 

Its light is feeble and faint and dying — 
Grows daily dimmer and fades at last, 

And then they say, with a transient sighing, 

" Once, love was mine, — but the charm is past ! 

But not by the loss is life o'erclouded, — 
The heart is light as before it came. 

Or, if a moment by sorrow shrouded, 
Soon re-illumed by another flame. 

Oh, fools and blind ! that an insect's shining 
Can lure your eyes from the star above ! 

That ye follow and clasp it, ne'er divining 
Its radiance is not the light of love ! 

While love, true love, from its holy station. 
Not changeful, though mortals deem it so, 

Looks down with a smile of sweet compassion, 
On the poor mistaken souls below ! 

Then say not love made your pathway pleasant 
With transient radiance, in days gone by. 

The love that is past was never present, 
For true love's brightness can never die ! 



TO MY MAMESAKE. 123 

Let trust no more to tlie cheat be given, 
But lift your eyes through the darkness far 

To where, from its own unclouded heaven. 
Floats down the glory of love's pure star ! 



TO MYi NAMESAKE. 



And have they called thee by my name, sweet child ? 

To me it had "no sound of harmony 
Till since Jhou hast beneath its burden smiled, — 

Has it not caught new melody from thee ? 
Some names bring blessings with them ; — if this be 

Of those, a double share of joys is thine. 
For it has wasted none of them on me ; — 

Thy young pure heart deserves them more than mine* 
I had despaired of greatness, — my interests 

Aspired not to the lofty or sublime, 
And dreamed not of renown, — but when, years hence, 

As faith declares will be revealed by time, 
Thou to the laurel-crown hast proved thy claim, 
My name, — for it is thine, — will grace " the scroll of Fame ! ' 



124 



TO A SINGER. 

Daughter of melody ! 
The clear soft notes of thy soaring strain 
Fall back on my listening heart again 
As the first bright drops of the silver rain 

On the breast of the quiet sea ! 

Child of the seraph strain ! 
Thou who sweepest my full heart's strings, 
Thou who unbindest my spirit's wings, 
Scattering the sorrow that round them clings^ 

Sing to me once again ! 

Daughter of music, come ! 
Come once more with thy witching song 
Trembling my rapt soul's chords along, 
Till care is forgotten, and grief, and wrong. 

Make in my heart thy home ! 



TO A SINGER. 125 

Come, and enraptured long 
From the first faint gleam of the morning bright, 
Till I lose thine eyes' bewildering light 
In the gathering shades of approaching night, 

I'll listen thy magic song. 

Thou wert not formed for earth, — 
Thou seemest a spirit, who sits and sings 
With eyes uplifted and folded wings, — 
And pure heart dreaming of holy things, — 

Thou art of heavenly birth ! 



126 



TO ONE OF LITTLE FAITH. 

Doubt me not, oh, timid heart, 
Though our paths lie far apart, 
And though long our parting be, 
If you love me, trust in me! 

My deep love, undimmed, can bear 
Time and distance, grief and care, 
But distrust its death would be, — 
If you love me, trust in me ! 

Doubt me not, beloved ! though far 
Vast and wide beween us are 
Miles of prairie, leagues of sea. 
If you love me, trust in me ! 

Though long years may leave their trace, 
Ere we meet, on heart and face, 
Dare not doubt my constancy, — 
If you love me, trust in me ! 

Tempt me not to think your heart 
Has of love's high faith no part, — 
This the proving test shall be, 
If you love me, trust in me! 



127 



TWICE-TOLD. 

There is something I would tell you 
If it would not make you frown, 

If it would not bring so closely 

Round your face those tresses brown, 

If it would not make your lashes 
Droop so beautifully down ! 

There is something I would ask you 
If I thought you'd answer " Yes," — 

If you would not coldly scatter 
All my daring dreams of bliss, 

If you'd crown with sweet approval 
All my hopes of happiness ! 

May I whisper ? What I'd tell you 
Is, — I love you, — you alone, — 

What I'd ask you is, — oh, dearest 
Will you, — will you he mine own ? 

Nay, look up, — I've only told you 

Something which you long have known ! 



128 



A PORTRAIT. 

She is all angles, — and her thin hair stays 

Tortured in many a quaint elaborate crook, — 
Just where 't is placed ; and in the hottest days 

Her sharp face has a pinched, half-frozen look ; 
The " milk of human kindness " in her heart 

Soured before the cream rose ; — probably 
' T was the reflection of her face, in part. 

Which caused the metamorphosis, — ah, me. 
Tartaric acid never was so tart 

As heart and face combined are wont to be ! 
Her voice is audible vinegar, boiled down. 
And oh, if that's a smile, heaven save me from her frown ! 



129 



MY WOE AND CHILD. 

I DKEAM ; — my gentle wife is near, — 

A girlish figure, small and slight ; 
Say, shall I sketch her picture, ere 

She passes out of sight ? 
Hers is no beauty strange and rare, 

Fashioned by rapturous poet's rule ; 
All hearts might deem her very fair, 

And not one, beautiful. 
Not beautiful to painters' eyes, 
Because her noblest beauty lies 
Not in her features' faultless grace, 
But the sweet meaning of her face. 

A look of patient gentleness 
On lip and brow serenely lies ; 

And oh, a world of tenderness 
Shines softly in her sunny eyes ! 

Her lips — to me no " rose-buds wet " 
One half so beautiful could be, 



130 MY WIFE AND CHILD. 

I love them that they never yet 

Spoke one unloving word to me. 
There is a sweet and nameless grace 
Floating around her form and face, — 
The beauty of a lofty soul 
Illumes and beautifies the whole. 

And when the tiresome day is gone 
And the sweet evening time comes on, 
And wearied out with toil and care, 
I sink into my study-chair, — 
Closing my eyes to curtain out 
The vexing shapes of fear and doubt, — 
A tiny foot, with noiseless glide 
Comes stealing softly to my side — 
Bright curls adown my shoulders twine. 
And little fingers hide in mine ; — 
Oh, I can meet, with dauntless heart, 

The sternest, darkest ills of life. 
With such a guardian as thou art 

My own beloved wife ! 

My child ! my darling bright-eyed boy ! 

A happy, laughter-loving sprite, 
Whose heart is mirth, whose life is joy, 

Undimmed by shade or blight. 
He has his mother's curls of gold. 

His laugh has just her ringing tone, 



MY WIFE AND CHILD. 131 

And in his features I behold 

The softened likeness of my own. 
And gazing, oft I wander back 
Along my boyhood's flowery track, — 
I roam again beside the stream, 
I see again the pebbles gleam, 
And stooping, see, or seem to see 
My face reflected back to me ! 

My wife and child ! my all on earth ! 

Oh, what were life, bereft of them ? 
Beside their love, how little worth 

Seems glory's brightest diadem ! 
My wife and child ! — these are the charms 

Which makes me cling to earth, — I rise 
To circle them in love's fond arms, 

And in the act, — unclose my eyes. 

Where, where am I ? and where are they ? 

Alas, the dream has passed away ! 

I sit here in my darkening room, 

Alone amid the dusky gloom, — 

Ay, all alone, — no wife, no child, — 

A day-dream hath my heart beguiled ; — 

Alas, that airy fancy's sway 

Should play this roguish trick with me ! 
My wife and child, I sigh to say, 

Are yet — alas ! — are yet to he ! 



132 



RE-UNITED. 

Where upon a silent shore 
Sobbing surges evermore 
Beat and break in blinding tears, 
Watched I, with despairing fears ; 

Seeing two, in youth's bright glow 
Wandering wearily and slow, 
Clasping closely hand in hand. 
O'er the waste of yielding sand. 

One a proud and noble youth 
With a heart of love and truth, 
And with early manhood's grace 
Mantling o'er his form and face ; 

One a young and timid bride 
Clinging fondly to his side, 
With the orange-blossoms fair 
Yet unwithered in her hair. 



KE-UNITED. 133 

Young and hopeful, loved and fair, 
Why so sadly walked they there, 
Thus with brief uneven breath 
By the surging sea of death ? 

Solemnly and silently 

Passed they toward the heaving sea, 

And at last with weary feet, 

Stood where beach and billow meet. 

From the shadow evermore 
Shrouding all the other shore. 
Slowly, without oar or sail 
Came a boatman, chill and pale. 

Softly came the boat to land 
"Where upon the crumbling sand, 
Waiting calmly, side by side 
Stood the bridegroom and his bride. 

Then with pale but smiling face. 
Gently from its soft embrace 
He unwound her clasping arm. 
And his voice was clear and calm : 

" Fare thee well, beloved ! I go 
With the boatman, pale as snow ; 
Fare thee well ! — beyond the tide 
Will I wait for thee, my bride ! '* 



134 RE-UNITED. 

" Stay ! " she pleaded, tearfully, 
" Dearest, let me go with thee ! " 
But his lip, as hers it met 
Whispered tenderly — " Not yet ! " 

Paler grew his beaming face 
As he gave the last embrace, 
And the pallid shadow fell 
On the brow he loved so well. 

Then with loving fingers fair 
Smoothed she back his dewy hair, 
Whispering — " Across the sea, 
Soon, beloved, I follow thee ! " 

They were parted ; silently 
Moved the boat across the sea. 
While the youth, across the tide 
Beckoned to his waiting bride. 

Listening and waiting there 
Slowly she unbound her hair, 
And from out its sunny curls 
Shook the flowers and stringed pearls. 

Slowly passed the hours away 
As she sat beneath the spray. 
Singing soft a mournful note, 
Waiting the returning boat. 



RE-UNITED. 135 



Soon it floated to her feet, 
And her voice was yet more sweet 
As she sung triumphantly, 
" Now, beloved, I come to thee ! " 

Slowly from the crumbling shore, 
Moved the boat as once before. 
And her voice, the waves along 
Changed into an angel's song ; 

As the mist forever more 
Shrouding all the other shore 
Parted clearly to my view 
And the spirit-boat went through, 

Melting softly from my sight 

In a flood of living light, 

And upon the other side 

Met the bridegroom and his bride. 



136 



TO-DAY. 

A STAR whose radiance far and bright 
Has shone till now along my way, 

Is gathering up its robe of light, 
And fading from my sight — to-day. 

A hand that I had prayed to clasp 
In mine, through life's uncertain way, 

Is falling coldly from my grasp 
And leaving me alone, — to-day. 

A hope that brightened summer's morns, 
Fades, with this autumn eve, away, — 

The path I tread has more of thorns 
And fewer blossoms, from to-day. 

I weep not o'er my buried trust ; 

I have no pleading word to say ; — 
I lay my forehead in the dust 

And pray for patient strength^ — to-day ! 



137 



IMPARTIALITY. 

My window reaches the cottage eaves, 
And o'er it an elm with drooping leaves 
Its light and graceful drapery weaves, 

With shadow and light uncertain ; — 
And a robin brown, with a bright red vest 
Covering all her musical breast, 
Has woven a soft and cosy nest 

In the folds of the leafy curtain. 

I love to sit by the window here 

And watch her bringing the dainty cheer, 

Crumbs, bugs, and worms, to her birdlings dear 

Whose appetites shock calculation ; 
But of all the bugs I have seen her get, 
In storm or calm, dry weather or wet, 
She never has brought them a humbug yet — 

I honor her penetration ! 



138 IMPARTIALITY. 

To meet her coming, a tiny head 

That seems all mouth, pops up from its bed, 

And ere the gaping thing is fed, 

Another, and yet another ; 
And then, with strict exactitude 
She weighs and divides the precious food, 
Giving part to each of her hungry brood, — 

A just, impartial mother ! 

I wish Dame Fortune, who goes her way 
Over the wide world, day by day. 
Dispensing as sheer caprice may say, 

The gifts which are hers to scatter, — 
Sowing them broadcast, devoid of rule, 
And in a manner provokingly cool, 
Giving always some knave or fool 

By far the best of the matter ; 

Giving fame to one, and wealth to two, 
And happiness to a blessed few, 
And nothing to me, and ditto to you, 

In such a partial fashion, — 
Would come to the window here with me, 
And watch the nest in the swinging tree, 
And learn of the mother-bird to be 

More just in her distribution ! 



laij 



BOTH SIDES OF THE QUESTION. 

THE SIDE APPARENT. 

An, dearest, I have loved you long and well, 

Your lovely face to me perfection seems, 
Your gentle voice, a musical underswell. 

Mingles all sweetly with my tide of dreams ; — 
Say, will you make my home a paradise ? 

Be Eve within my Eden, dearest one ? 
Should sorrow come, I'll kiss from your soft eyes 

The tears, and grieve because you grieve, my ov/n ! 
Our lives shall pass like the sweet days of June, 

Full of bright blossoms and bird-melody, 
Love in our hearts shall sing its sweetest tune, 

And every throb repeat its harmony ! 
Yes, dearest ! be my own, my worshipped wife ! 
Your love shall be my bliss, — your happiness, my life ! 



140 BOTH SIDES OF THR QUESTION. 

THE SIDE TRANSPARENT. 

Dearest ! resign this life of careless joy 
For the stern duties of a married life ! 
Leave books and songs for practical employ, 

And be, in all respects, a pattern wife ! 
Consent your every girlish taste to doff, — 

To practice sweeping floors and making pies, 
To sew on buttons ere their coming off, 

And come what may, meet me with smiling eyes ! 
And more, — agree to yield up every friend, 

Excepting such as I shall signify, 
To stay indoors from year's end to year's end, 
And never think yourself abused thereby ! 
In short, my dear, by uttering one sweet word. 
Make me, your humblest slave, yowr master andyour lord! 



141 



THE LIVING, 

I WEEP no longer for the dead, 
My tears are for the living shed, — 
The living, whose o'erwearied feet 
A dark and thorny pathway beat, — 
The living, who in shame and sin, 
Eclipse the light that might have been ; 
The living, who so wildly crave 
The tearless quiet of the grave ! 

I weep for thee, oh, erring one. 
Whose deeds of good are all undone, — 
Whom all love's strivings could not win 
Back from the paths of guilt and sin ; 
Thou who hast wronged a true heart's trust, 
And trod it, bleeding, in the dust, — 
Oh, lost to truth and purity 
I weep for thee, — I weep for thee ! 



142 THE LIVING. 

I weep for thee, oh, suffering heart, 
Whose fate can know no brighter part, — 
Left to the darkness of despair, 
And tried beyond its strength to bear ; 
Breaking because it may not yield, 
Bruised by the hand that should have healed, 
Scorned, slighted, crushed so cruelly, — 
I weep for thee, — I weep for thee ! 

I weep for thee, oh fair young child, 

Thrown on a world so wide and wild, — 

Doomed, for another's sin, to stray 

Along life's darkest, weariest way ; — 

Born to no heritage but tears. 

And toil, and pain, tlirough all life's years, — 

Oh, heir of grief and poverty, 

I weep for thee, — I weep for thee ! 

I weep no longer for the dead ; — 
The wind sings sweetly o'er their bed 
A soothing hymn — a lulling tune, — 
They sleep — they rest, — oh, blessed boon ! 
Better that those for whom I weep 
Were lying in their graves asleep ! 
Oh, no ! — I weep not for the dead, — 
M^ tears are for the living shed ! 



143 



LET ME IN. 

When the summer evening's shadows 

Veiled the earth's calm bosom o'er, 
Came a young child, faint and v/eary, 
Tapping at a cottage door ; 
" Wandering through the winding wood-paths 
My worn feet too long have been ; 
Let me in, oh, gentle mother. 
Let me in ! " 

Years passed on ; his eager spirit 
Gladly watched the flying hours ; 
"I am tired of childish trifling, 

I am tired of birds and flowers ; 
I will seek the bands of pleasure, 

I will join their merry din ; 
Let me in to joy and gladness, 
Let me in ! " 

Years sped on ; yet vainly yearning 
Murmured still the restless heart ; 
" I am tired of heartless folly, 

Let the glittering cheat depart ; 



144 LET ME IN. 

I have found in worldly pleasure 

Nought to happiness akin ; 
Let me in to love's warm presence, 
Let me in ! " 

Years flew on ; a youth no longer 
Still he owned the restless heart ; 
" I am tired of love's soft durance, 

Sweet-voiced charmer, we must part ! 
I will gain a laurel chaplet. 

And a world's applause will win ; 
Let me in to fame and glory, 
Let me in ! " 

Years fled on ; the restless spirit 

Never found the bliss it sought ; 
Answered hopes and granted blessings 
Only new aspirings brought ; 
" I am tired of earth's vain glory, 
I am tired of grief and sin ; 
Let me in to rest eternal, 
Let me in ! " 

Thus the unquiet yearning spirit. 
Haunted by a vague unrest. 

Knocks and calls at every gateway, 
In a vain and endless quest ; 

Ever striving some new blessing 
Some new happiness to win, — 

At some portal ever saying, 
" Let me in ! " 



145 



TO AN IDEAL. 

I SIT within my chamber's quiet stillness, 

Thinking sweet thoughts, dreaming sweet dreams of thee, 
Caring not for the darkness or the chillness, — 

Thy fervent love is light and warmth to me ! 

The river rolls in waves of starrys plendor, 

Following its shining pathway to the sea, 
Now silent, now with song subdued and tender, 

As flows the tide of my deep love to thee. 

I love thee ! never have the words been spoken 
By mortal lips, with such a passionate thrill. 

The tie that binds our hearts can ne'er be broken. 
The hai-p love's hand hath swept will ne'er be still ! 

The soiling dust that dims earth's brightest splendor, 
Clouds not the stars, which far above it shine. 

So time and change, through dimming love less tender, 
Reach not to the pure heaven of thine and mine ! 



146 TO AN IDEAL. 

Thy thrilling kiss upon my lips is lying, 

Thy clasping arm is still around me thrown, 

While thy dear voice falls like a prophesying 

Upon my heart, — " My best beloved — my own ! " 

I have enough of bliss ; — my full heart trembles 
Like a bowed lily over-brimmed with dew, 

Or haply in its deep delight resembles 

A day-star drowning in the morning's blue 



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OF ONE BELOVED. 

The one whom we have loved has passed along 
The valley of the shadow ; even now 

Faith hears the echo of her angel-song, 

And sees the crown of light upon her brow. 

Why call the valley dark ? — No shadowing 
Of grief or gloom on her fair brow has place, - 

Death's gentle angel with his snowy wing 
Has swept all pain and sorrow from her face. 

Why call the valley dark ? it is that we 
Look on it through a veil of grief the while ? 

It was not dark to her, — it could not be 

When lighted by Our Father's loving smile. 

Not dark to her ; while those she held most dear, 
Wept hopelessly, with, tearful eyes cast down, 

Her lifted eyes, with faith undimmed and clear, 
Beheld afar the triumph and the crown ! 



148 OF ONE BELOVED. 

Their eyes are tearful — hers have ceased to weep : — 
Their hearts are aching ; — hers will ache no more ; 

For she hath crossed death's ocean, chill and deep, 
And found a welcome on the other shore. 

As star-beams faint in morning light away. 
So softly have life's weary wings been furled, 

And as I gaze, the pale lips seem to say. 

Though motionless — " At peace with all the world ! 

I know that when around the lighted hearth 
Ye gather, as the evening hours come on, 

Like a soft cloud between your hearts and mirth 
Will come the memory of the absent one. 

I know that ye will watch " the vacant chair," 
And gazing dimly through your gathering tears 

Will think of her who from her station there, 
Looked love upon you, for so many years. 

But by the faith which is a joy to me. 
Cheering me on my way of grief and ill, 

I know the one ye mourn so bitterly 

Though all unseen, will be among you still. 

Unseen — yet will she comfort you, and bless, — 

Her gentle spirit, to its mission true. 
Will love and cheer and guide you none the less 

Because her form is hidden from your view. 



ALMOST AN ANGEL. 149 

Let this sweet solace with your grieving blend, 
And give your aching bosoms hope and peace ; — 

Though you have lost your dearest earthly friend, 
Lo, ye have gained an angel in her place ! 



ALMOST AN ANGEL. 



I CANNOT say she hath an angel's face, — 

I never saw an angel ; but it seems 
She is akin to those bright forms of grace 

Which sometimes mingle in our holiest dreams, 
There is no worldliness in those soft eyes 

Whose radiance might all other orbs eclipse, — 
No trace of passion on the fair brow lies. 

No evil line around the sweet red lips. 
The pure cheek never hath had cause to blush, 

Therefore 't is hueless as a lily leaf, 
Save when across its snow, a sudden flush 

Flits, as she speaks, with coloring faint and brief, 
Ah ! there's enough of angelhood in thee 
To make a heaven on earth for some one, — but — not me/ 



150 



THE BROKEN HOME. 

We were three — a happy circle, bound by strong and 

holy ties, 
Father, mother, and a cherub just descended from the 

skies, — 
With a heart as yet undarkened by one earthly stain or 

trace. 
And the brightness of the heaven it had left, upon its face. 

We were three ; and softly o'er us shone the morning light 

of hope. 
And we saw bright scenes of gladness in the future sweetly 

ope; 
Or if clouds obscured a moment the calm sunshine of our 

skies. 
No dark shade of doubt or distance dimmed the light of 

loving eyes. 



THE BROKEN HOME. 151 

We were three, — but one has wandered far into a foreign 

land, 
Lured away froni love's sweet presence, and its fond 

detaining hand, 
From a wealth of warm affection which in words may not 

be told. 
By the mocking hope of riches, and the dazzling gleam of 

gold. 

We were three ; but sadly sundered is our little circle now, 

Since we miss the tender meaning printed on that cher- 
ished brow ; 

Absent are the clasping fingers, and the loving eyes which 
smiled 

With an earnest fond affection on the mother and her child. 

We are two ; — and when the darkness steals along the 
weary earth, 

And the lonely heart most deeply feels its dreariness and 
dearth. 

Bends the mother o'er her infant with a grief too deep to 
speak. 

While warm tear-drops fall unbidden on its fair uncon- 
scious cheek. 

Ah, dear wanderer, dotli fancy never picture to thy mind 
The solitude and sorrow of the lone one left behind ? 
Are earth's treasures to be counted all her tenderness 

above ? 
Is the shining gold atonement for the absence of her love ? 



152 THE BROKEN HOME. 

Time hath smiled upon thine infant, and a sweet and 

nameless grace 
Speaks in every new expression dawning o'er her dimpled 

face ; — 
Is the glitter of the treasure which around thee brightly 

lies, 
Dearer than the loving radiance smiling in her soft brown 

eyes? 

Hasten your slow weary motion, oh ye laggard wings of 

time ! 
Bring the absent wanderer swiftly, safely to his native 

clime, — 
Re-united then, the burden of our joyful song shall be 
Rising gratefully and gladly up to heaven — "We are 

three I" 



153 



THE PANTRY. 

This is the pantry, — and from floor to ceiling 

Are ranged the plates and pans in piles and rows^ 

But from their polished sides no anthems pealing 
Startle the boarders from their morning doze. 

Ah, what a sound of crashes and vibrations 
Will rise when Dinah, with her cupboard keys, 

Comes down to make the breakfast preparation 
With jingling spoons and crockery symphonies I 

1 hear, even now, the infinite loud chorus. 

The rattling dishes and the whistling steam, — 

The echoes of the breakfasts gone before us. 
Still lingering in the kitchen like a dream. 

The bursting shell of lobsters wrenched asunder,, 
The hissing stew-pan, and the clashing blade, 

And with a sound more horrible than thunder. 
The stunning gong, when breakfast is arrayed. 

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154 THE PANTRY. 

It is, oh, cook, with such discordant noises, 
With such accursed instruments as these. 

Thou drownest slumber's sweet and kindly voices, 
And jarrest the celestial harmonies ! 

If half the skill we lavish on our dinners. 
If half the time we pass in cookery's courts, 

Were spent in spreading truth and saving sinners. 
There were no need of arsenals or forts. 

The epicure's should be a name abhorred. 
And every butcher who should lift again 

His arm to strike his victim, on his forehead, 
Should wear forever more the curse of Cain. 

Down the long dining-room, with soft vibrations. 
The echoing sounds grow fainter and then cease, 

And at each chamber-door, with gentle patience, 
A voice comes saying, " Breakfast, if you please ! 

We go. No longer from the kitchen's portals 
The din of pans and kettles shakes the skies. 

But, sweetest sounds on earth to hungry mortals, 
The melodies of knives and forks arise. 



155 



MY NAME, 

" AFTER YOU HAVE TAKEN YOTJR NEW NAME AMONG THE ANGELS.' 

In tlie land where I am going 

When my earthly life is o'er, 
When the tired hands cease their striving 

And the tried heart aches no more — 
In that land of light and beauty 

Where no shadow ever came 
To o'ercloud the perfect glory, — 

What shall be my angel name ? 

When the spirits who await me 

Meet me at my entering in, 
With what name of love and music 

Will their welcoming begin ? 
Not the one so dimmed with earth-stains, 

Linked with thoughts of grief and blame, — 
No, — the name which mortals give me 

Will not be my angel name ! 



156 WY NAMK 

I have beard it all too often 

Uttered bj unloving lips, — 
Earthly cares and sins and sorrows 

Dim it with their dark eclipse ; — 
I shall change it like a garment 

When I leave this mortal frame, 
And at Life's immortal baptism, 

I shall have another name ! 

For the angels will not call me 

By the name I bear on earth. 
They will speak a holier language 

Where I have ray holier birth, 
Syllabled in heavenly music 

Sweeter far than earth may claim, 
Very gentle, pure and tender, — 

Such will be my angel name. 

It has thrilled my spirit often 

In the holiest of my dreams, 
But its beauty lingers with me 

Only till the morning beams. 
Weary of the jarring discord 

Which the lips of mortals frame. 
When shall I, with joy and rapture, 

Answer to my angel name ? 



157 



YOU AND ME. 

I WISH, dear love, we had a world, 

A world that 's all our own, 
Not large enough for wealth and power, 

But just for us alone ; 
A fairy island far aAvay 

In some bright southern sea, 
Where skies should shine and earth should smile 

Only for you and me, dear love. 
Only for you and me ! 

We 'd have a pretty little cot 

With swallows in the eaves, 
Where humming-birds glance in and out 

Among the whispering leaves, 
A home of music, love and mirth 

With brook and bird and bee. 
And birds should sing and bees should hum 

Only for you and me, dear love, 
Only for you and me ! 



158 YOU AND ME. 



A woodbine with caressing arms 



Should cling about our door, 
And sweet wild-roses on the air 

Their fragrant breath should pour ; 
The sun should shine, the streams should sing, 

The flowers bloom gorgeously, 
And all should shine and sing and bloom 

Only for you and me, dear love, 
Only for you and me ! 

A living fountain near our home 

Should make us music rare. 
The sparkles of its shining spray 

Cooling the fragrant air ; 
"We 'd listen oft in summer eves 

Its ringing melody. 
Rejoicing that it leaped and sang 

Only for you and me, dear love. 
Only for you and me ! 

And when our lives had flowed along 

To three-score years and ten. 
The length of days the Father good 

Giveth the sons of men, — 
One in our death, as one in life, . 

Our mingled hearts should be. 
For death should come, if come he must, 

At once to you and me, dear love, 
At once to you and me ! 



YOU AND ME. 159 

The bosom thou hadst leaned upon 

So trustingly in life, 
Should be thy pillow ev'n in death, 

My own beloved wife ! 
"We 'd rest within one quiet grave ] 

Beside the murmuring sea, — 
A grave just wide and deep enough 

Only for you and me, dear love. 
Only for you and me ! 



IGO 



OUR AUTUMN. 

The voice of Nature singing mournful dirges 

For the departing year, 
Like the loud swelling of the ocean's surges, 

Falls sadly on my ear. 

October's smile the reddening hill is flushing 

With transient loveliness. 
And rosily the forest-trees are blushing 

Beneath the frost's rude kiss. 

Blossoms and bees and song-birds have departed 

From this, our northern land. 
And dark November, chill and icy-hearted, 

Asserts her stern command. 

In warmer climes, the smiling sun is shedding 

A flood of summer beams, 
And gorgeous flowers their brilliant leaves are spreading, 

By ever-tinkling streams. 



OUR AUTUMN. 

There sylvan groves are fadelessly revealing 

A wilderness of bloom, 
Loading the breeze, amid their shadov*'8 stealing, 

With exquisite perfume. 

Yet does our northern winter have a mission 
To these warm hearts of ours, 

Richer than all the blooming and fruition 
Flushing the land of flowers. 



It gathers up the gems of tender feeling 

Forgot in summer's mirth. 
And scatters them, with soft and bright revealing, 

Around the social hearth. 

So, while without are winds and boisterous weather. 

Yet, safe in home's repose. 
Our northern hearts beat lovingly together, 

Through all the time of snows. 

Therefore the voice of Nature, singing dirges 

For the departing year. 
Like the loud swelling of the ocean's surges, 

Is music to my ear. 



162 



MY BABIES. 

Twin blossoms in a field of single flowers 

Like, yet unlike ; — each lovely in itself, 

Yet borrowing beauty of its counterpart, — 

Such were my babies when I looked on them, 

And thus I dream of them, — close linked with thoughts 

Of doves, lambs, hlies, and all innocent things. 

Lucy had laughing eyes, which danced and shone, 
Brimming with baby mirth and playfulness, — 
And her sweet voice was round and musical 
As a young robin's warble, when he first 
Learns the full value of the gift of song. 
And, swinging on a spray of trembling leaves, 
Rocked softly by the sportive morning wind, — 
With dewy wing half spread and quivering, 
Opens his golden throat, and seems to fling 
His soul into his music ; — and her lauMi, 
A baby's laugh, — the gladdest sound on earth, 



MY BABIES. 



163 



Was full of summer melody and glee 

As the clear tinkle of a rain-born brook 

Flowing along among loose pebble-stones, 

And through long grass, and over drowning flowers. 

Methought her heart was of those happy ones 

Elastic, glad and hopeful, — formed to see 

Only the sparkles on the cup of life. 

Unmindful of the bitter dregs below,— 

To sing gay ballads and sweet loving songs, 

Which leave no mournful echo in the soul. 

Lizzie was slight and delicate ; in her eyes 
There shone a light like star-shine after rain, 
Dewy and deep and tender ; from their depths 
Looked out the soul of woman, even then, — 
Full of a sw^eet yet mournful prophecy, 
Radiant with smiles, yet ripe for raining tears. 
And when she smiled, the dimples came and danced 
And deepened in her cheek, and round her lips, 
Like whirlpools in deep water. As I gazed 
It seemed to me that hers w^as one of those 
Earnest yet delicate natures, — finely turned, — 
Fragile, yet strong to suffer and endure, — 
Timid and sensitive, and yet sublime 
In their impassioned deep intensity, — 
Such as God leads through dark and weary ways, 
Making them perfect through much suffering. 



ICA MY BABIES. 

Here, as has been my habit, I have called 

These sweet twin-children mine ; but though my soul 

Yearns towards them with a love and tenderness 

Such as to aching tills a mother's heart, 

Thrilling it with a deep delicious pain, — 

For her first-born, — still, they are not mine own ; -■ 

God gave them to another, — who will smile 

And pardon me that my full heart speaks out 

And calls tliem my dear babies, — for they are 

By love's sweet spirit of adoption, mine. 

She will forgive me, too, if in my dreams, 

Lizzie's soft eyes smile oftenest back to mine, 

And Lizzie's head lies oftenest on my breast. 

Her own heart tells her why, like him of old, 

I love not one less, but the other more ! 

God bless my babies ! I could almost weep 
That when they shall have grown to womanhood 
Their hearts will shrine no memory of her 
Who held them on her bosom for a day 
And then departed. This is selfish, weak, — 
I will not stain my blessing with these tears ; — 
Mayhap my arms will circle them again, 
And mayhap, never. Let it be or no ; 
God bless my hahiesl 



] en 



A BRACE OF SONNETS. 

I. 

I 'VE noted oft, and not Avitliout surprise 

How true it is of each and every one, 
That beauty dwelleth in the gazer's eyes 

Rather than in the features gazed upon. 
Now there's an impassioned swain across the street 

Who sees such beauty in his Susan Jane, — 
A dumpy damsel whom I often meet, 

With freckled face, red curls, and speech ungain, 
As charmed the painters of the olden time, 

The grand old masters of a former age. 
Inspiring their rare pencillings sublime 

Till the mute canvas spoke ; — and I'll engage 
He dreams of angels harping heavenly strains. 
And every angel's face and voice is Susan Jane's ! 



160 A BRACE OF SONNETS. 



II. 



Music is in the ear of him who hears, 

As beauty in the eyes of him who sees ; 
I'll wager now, no " music of the spheres," 

No concert grand of nature's harmonies. 
No sound of distant harp-notes on the wind, 

No organ's loud reverberating swell, 
No orchestra, nor voice of Jenny Lind, 

Soundeth to Susan Jane one half so well 
As that consumptive fiddle, which lie keeps 

In yonder attic, and sometimes o'nights 
Thrums to her window-blind, and sings — " She sleeps," 

With an ear-torturing chorus, that affrights 
All within hearing. Falsehood joined to crime ! 
He knows she's wide awake, and listening all the time ! 



167 



EVELYN. 

Stars looked softly from the heaven, — fireflies glim- 

xnered in the grass, — 
Brightly down the moonlit river did the golden ripples pass 
On that lovely night in summer, when my heart to yours, 
alas, 
Told its love-tale, Evelyn ! 

I was stern, ambitious, worldly, — rugged as a mountain 

pine, 
You were fragile, sweet and loving, — like a fond and 

clinging vine ; — 
You were all too finely moulded for a nature such as mine, — 
Time has proved it, Evelyn ! 

As a rude child plucks a lily, whose sweet life has just 

begun. 
Crushing it unkindly, heedless of the treasure he has won, 
Till the fragile blossom withers, — perishes as you have 

done, 
Thus I won you, Evelyn ! 



1 68 EVELYN. 

Ah, there never shone a morning half so lovely and divine 
As the one which saw us standing at the altar's sacred 

shrine, 
When I listened half-enraptured, as your sweet lips uttered, 

" Thine 
And forever ! " Evelyn ! 

Oh, it seems but yester morning that I saw you standing 

there, 
While your pure heart's bashful throbbings shook the white 

buds in your hair, 
And amid jour loose curls gleaming rose your shoulders 

pale and fair, — 
You were lovely, Evelyn ! 

But I wronged your fond affection and your high heart's 

holy trust, — 
Left your heart, a harp neglected, till its strings grew dim 

with rust, — 
Brought your fair head's golden tresses down in sorrow 

to the dust, 
I who loved you, Evelyn ! 

Yes, I loved you, — but my spirit could not to your own 

aspire, — 
Mine was of the world, and worldly ; — yours, a gleam of 

heavenly fire ; — 
I gave earthly love and blessing, — but you longed for 

something higher, 
Wliich I had not, Evelyn ! 



EVELYN. 169 

Never on your tender beauty blew a blast too cold or 

rude, — 
Yours was all that wealth could purchase, — yours was 

every earthly good, 
Dainty fare, rich gems and garments, — but your spirit 

pined for food, 
And I starved it, Evelyn ! 

I remember all your kindness, all your patience mild and 

meek. 
How a word or look unloving brought the color to your 

cheek. 
But you never chid or blamed me, though ungently I might 

speak, — 
Dear, forgiving Evelyn ! 

It was in the sweet October, when the earth was paved 

with gold, 
When the days were warm and rosy, and the nights were 

chill and cold. 
As the banner of the sunset was above the hills unrolled, 
That you left me, Evelyn ! 

Unseen spirits circled round you, singing soft seraphic 

psalms. 
Unseen wings about you waving, fenned you with elysian 

balms, — 
I was very near to heaven, when within my clasping arms, 
You lay dying, Evelyn ! 

^1 



170 EVELYN. 

From my neck your arm fell slowly, failing from its light 

embrace, — 
Drooped your sunny lashes softly, — faded life's last rosy 

trace, — 
And the bright waves of your tresses flowed around a 

still pale face, — 
You were dead, my Evelyn ! 

But they said you lived with angels, — darling, did they 

tell me true ? 
Tell me, are your sister-angels bright and beautiful as you ? 
Do they love you, my adored one, better than I used to do ? 
No, they can not, Evelyn ! 

Does the memory of sorrow reach beyond this clouded 
sphere ? 

Does your pure heart still remember all the pain it suf- 
fered here ? 

Do you look upon me kindly, in my anguish lone and 
drear ? 
Do you love me, Evelyn ? 

Tell me, is the love of angels like the love which mortals 

know? 
Do you tell them mournful stories of your earthly long 

ago? — 
Do they ever bring you tidings of the lone one left below ? — 
Do they call you " Evelyn ? " 



EVELYN. 171 

Though jour face so sweet and gentle underneath the 

grass-blooms lies, 
Silent, lifeless, unreproving, — yet your spirit never dies, — 
Wheresoever I may wander, still your sad rebuking eyes 
Come and haunt me, Evelyn ! 

Ah, a dark fate is upon me, since I wronged your gentle 

trust, — 
Life's best joys, like Dead Sea apples, on my lips have 

turned to dust, — 
Fearfully are you avenged, — but my punii-hment is just, — 
I have earned it, Evelyn ! 

Yet not long shall be our parting ; with a thrill of joy 

divine, 
I recall the blest assurance which your dear eyes gave to 

mine, 
On that happy bridal morning as your sweet lips uttered, 

" Thine, 
And forever ! " Evelyn ! 



172 



THE AWAKENING. 

Cradled soft by his snowy wings, 

Love lay sleeping, one summer day, 
Arrows and bows were forgotten tilings. 

As wrapped in his blissful dreams he lay, — 
When gentle Merit came wandering by, 

With drooping lashes and humble heart ; — 
And Love, as he slumbered, caught her eye, — 

So, brushing the curtaining leaves apart. 

She kissed his fair forehead and whispered " Rise ! 

Hecdest thou, Love, who is calling thee ? " 
But Love half-opened his drowsy eyes, 

And shook his white shoulders angrily, 
While Merit, with sighs and a saddened look, 

Reclosed the branches his rest above, 
And wrote in her heart's tear-spotted book, — 

" Merit may never waken Love ! " 



THE AWAKENING. 173 

Soon, Beauty came, with her form of grace. 

Her faultle.«s features and queenly air, 
And bending over the young boy's face, 

She smiled as she saw him sleeping there ; 
And Love sprang up from his rosy rest, 

And shaking his wings with wild delight, 
He fondly clasped to his gladdened breast 

The radiant maiden Avho charmed his sight. 

But Merit, retired from Love apart, 

"While to hide her gushing tears she strove, 
Had seen, with an almost breaking heart 

How easily Beauty awakened Love, — 
And she turned away, with the hopeless look 

So sad to see in the eye of youth, 
And wrote in her heart's half-opened book, 

Tearfully, sadly, this bitter truth : — 

" Alas, with Love it is ever so — 
All vainly may Merit shake him. 
But one careless glance let Beauty throw, 
And how strangely soon 't will w^ake him ! " 



174 



IN VAIN. 

Heavily tlie winter rain 
Plashes on the broken pane, — 
On the hearth the embers die, 
And the night-wind, fitfully 
Entering at the shattered door, 
Blows the ashes round the floor. 
While in mortal strife with pain 
Lies she who has lived in vain. 

She was fated. As a child 
No fond love upon her smiled, 
For the hand that would have been 
Strong to shield from woe and sin, 
And the eyes whose loving light 
Would have led her steps aright, 
Since her birth in dust have lain, — 
Therefore hath she lived in vain. 
Harsh reproof and unkind words 
Jarred her spirit's tender chords, — 



IN VAIN. 175 

Angry glance and threatening frown 
Darkened childhood's gladness down, — 
Nothing gentle, kind or good 
Smiled upon her womanhood, — 
Burdened sore were heart and brain, — 
Ts it strange she lived in vain ? 

Love came with his angel air. 
Breathing vows as false as fair, — 
And his wreath with promise rife 
Crowned her as a worshipped wife, — 
But the heart she trusted in 
Turned aside to guilt and sin. 
Leaving on her life their stain — 
Wonder not she lived in vain ! 

Grief and poverty and care 
Marred her face, once young and fair, — 
Toil and want and sorrow's storm 
Bowed her head and bent her form, 
And her heart, a hopeless bark, 
Drifted through life's tempest dark. 
Till at last, in want and pain, 
Dies she who has lived in vain. 

No one cares that thus she dies ; 
No fond friend with tearful eyes 
O'er her pillow hovereth, 
Watching her uneven breath, 



176 IN VAIN. 

Holding her pale purpling hand, 
Counting life's last wasting sand. 
Mourn her requiem, wailing rain ! 
She is dead who lived in vain ! 

Life has been all dark and chill, — 
Let her rest be dim and still ; 
Lay her in a shadowed glade 
Where no sunbeam ever strayed, - 
Place, mayhap, a simple stone 
By her grave so sadly lone, — 
Trace thereon in letters plain, 
" Here she lies who lived in vain ! " 



177 



STREET MUSIC. 

METHOuaHT a sweet sound from the street uprose, — 
And as I pause, and strive again to hear, 

" St. Patrick's Day" draws softly to its close, 
And " Jordan's " waves flow sweetly to my ear. 

What thou.o;h from humble source the chorus floats ? 

o 

Music is music, and I listen still ; 
I have " an ear," — ay, two ! — Even jews-harp notes 

Pass current with me, hear them where I will, 
A slight Italian boy, with jetty hair 

Shading dark eyes, grinds out the melody, 
Pulverized music ! — In his garb and air 

I read of sunnier lands beyond the sea, 
And, dreaming, wander to a fairer clime. 
Recalled, too suddenly, by — " i/" yoic please, a dime ! ' 



178 



THE APRIL BREEZE. 

Soft breeze, with breatli so cool and sweet, 
Herald of spring's bright gladsomeness, 

With joy I lift my face to meet 

Once more thy light and bashful kiss. 

Earth's imawakened bosom yields 

No odor to perfume thy wing, 
For scarcely o'er the snowy fields. 

Has breathed the first warm sigh of Spring. 

The woods are lone and leafless yet, 
No blossom sends its incense up. 

Not even one sweet violet 

Has dared to lift its 'azure cup. 

Not even the snow-drop blossometh, 
Awakened by the early showers. 

Yet something in thy soft rich breath 
Speaks sweetly of the unborn flowers. 



THE APRIL BREEZE. 171J 

It may be that thy tell-tale tone 

Predicts how soon the buds ^Y\\l start, 

Or, whispering of spring-times gone, 
Recalls their fragrance to my heart. 

Welcome thy breath so soft and sweet, 
Herald of spring's bright gladsomeness ! 

With joy I lift my face to meet 

Once more thy light and bashful kiss ! 



180 



PICTURES OF MEMORY. 

Among the beautiful dresses 

Which hang on the wardrobe wall, 
There is one of simple muslin 

That seemeth the best of all ; 
Not for the waist's trim fitting, 

Not for the sleeves' full flow, 
Not for the neat little figures 

Which sprinkle the skirt below, — 
Not for its pretty pattern 

Of roses under a hedge, 
Not for its graceful flounces 

With nicely embroidered edge, — 
Not for the folds on the boddice 

Where the satin buttons rest. 
Nor the lace, nor the bows of ribbon, 

It seemeth to me the best. 



riCTURES OF MEMORY. 181 

I once had a darling sister 

With eyes that were dark and deep, 
And hers was this dress of muslin 

Which sacredly now I keep. 
Light as the down that dances 

Where the dandelions grow, 
We roved through our happy childhood. 

The summers of long ago. 
Till she stood at the marriage altar 

On one of the autumn eves, 
In a robe of embroidered satin 

With very extensive sleeves. 

Sweetly her white arms folded 

My neck in a meek embrace. 
As the snowy veil of the bridal 

Silently covered her face. 
Oh, my heart has been very lonely. 

And our home has lost its light. 
Since she fell, in her saint-like beauty. 

In love with that college wight ! 
Therefore of all the dresses 

Thet hang on the wardrobe wall. 
The one of simple muslin 

Seemeth the best of all ! 



182 



LOST AND SAVED. 

Darkly falls the stormy even, 
Fiercely frowns the angry heaven, 
While the bitter wind is calling, 
And the driving sleet is falling. 

Homeless, parentless and lonely, 
Cared for by the angels only. 
Roams a child, unblest by pity, 
Through the mazes of the city. 

No kind father's eye beholds her; — 
No fond mother's love enfolds her. 
And when evening shadows gather 
Teaches her to say " Our Father ! " 

Round her neck,»with soft caresses. 
Cling her wild neglected tresses, — 
Hail and snow, with glittering spangles 
Gemming all their golden tangles. 



LOST AND SAVED. 183 

None to smoothe their wavy beautj, — 
None to guide to right and duty, — 
None to show her worldly favor, 
None to love, and none to save her. 

Lost, poor friendless child, forever, 
Castaway on life's wild river, — 
Lost ! amid its wild commotion 
Rushing down to sin's dark ocean ! 

Where a proud and stately dwelling 
Is of wealth and splendor telling. 
By fatigue and sleep o'ertaken, 
Sinks at last, the poor forsaken. 

On the marble steps reclining, 
Pillowed by her tresses shining. 
With the snow around her heaping. 
Sinks she in her chilly sleeping. 

Bright the eye of morning flashes. 
Beaming from its jetty lashes, — 
Still with weary head reclining 
Sleeps the child with tresses shining. 

O'er her form the snow hath drifted. 
And among her loose locks sifted, — 
Silent lies she, — v/hite and frozen. 
On the bed so blindly chosen. 



184 LOST AND SAVED. 

Saved! from wretchedness and error — 
Saved from guilt's remorseful terror, — 
Saved from sorrow's weary wearing, — 
Saved from hopeless, dark despairing. 

" Saved ! " the angel band are sajdng, — 
" Saved from sinning — saved from straying,- 
Gladly we the lost lamb gather 
To the bosom of our Father ! " 



185 



TO ONE INSPIRED. 

Thou of the snowy heart 

Passionless — cold, — 
Thongli my heart's love to thee 

Vainly was told, 
Now for a lowlier boon 

Humbly it bends — 
Though thou canst love me not 

Let us be friends ! 

Thou of the pure white brow 

Stainless and calm, 
Though for thy heavenward heart 

Earth has no charm, 
Still the fond prayer to thee 

Warmly ascends — 
Though thou canst love me not 

Let us be friends ! 

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166 TO ONE INSPIRED. 

Tliou of the lofty soul 

Sinless and fair, 
Though to thy love, my heart 

May not asj^ire. 
Prayers for thy happiness 

Upward it sends, — 
Craving but one sweet boon, — 

Let us be friends ! 



187 



OVER THE WAY. 

There's a cottage just over the way, 

Where, whenever my eyes I am raising, 
They will always imconsciously stray. 

And never grow weary of gazing. 
Such gentleness, sweetness and grace, 

Was never yet equalled, I'm certain. 
As shines in the beautiful face 

Revealed by that wind-lifted curtain ! 

Oh, a sea-nymph might safely be jDroud 

Of the tresses that forehead adorning, — 
With hue like a golden-tinged cloud 

Just seen in the dim of the morning. 
Oh, that voice by a seraph was given. 

And that laugh has a musical tinkle 
And those eyes have the color of heaven 

When the stars are befijinning to twinkle ! 



188 OVER THE WAY. 

And then such a gem of a nose 

All likeness and rivalry scorning, 
And the lips like the heart of a rose 

Blown apart by the first breath of morning ! 
Oh, that cottage just over the street ! 

How can I do other than love it ? 
For its inmate so lovely and sweet 

'T were no sin for an angel to covet ! 

Such beauty ! it dazzles the eye, — 

Oh, its owner is fairer than Venus ! 
But alas, I confess with a sigh, 

There's more than that curtain between us ! 
For memory comes with a start, — 

Ah, too long has its power been parried, — 
For like ice to my love-smitten heart 

Comes the dread recollection — she's married ! 



189 



FEBRUARY. 

I LOVE New England's summer-times; I hold 
Them dearer far than those of sunnier climes. 

But while mj fingers purple with the cold, 
I can't in conscience, praise its winter-times I 

I watch not now the gentle autumn rain, 
I hear no more its soft monotonous song, 

But silently upon my window pane. 

The frost is painting pictures all night long. 

A February morning ; — pale and faint 

The dawning light seems frozen in the sky, 

While with the calm endurance of a saint 
I raise my window-curtain shiveringly — 

Raise it, but all in vain, — the envious frost 
Forbids my gaze, though often I essay. 

Till by my v/arm repeated breathings crossed. 
Part of the fairy broidery melts away. 



100 FEBRUARY. 

The village smokes rise through the keen blue air 
Trembling and faint, as seeming half afraid ; 

I envy the untroubled sleepers there 

Who lie and doze until the fires are made. 

I know 't is late, — I cannot tell the hour, — 

The cold has stopped the clock, and hushed its chime,- 

Potent indeed must be the frost-king's power 
To palsy thus the mighty hands of time I 

Life's waking pulses throb more audibly 

And mingled sounds of toil and bustle swell, — 

I hear the greetings of the passers-by. 

And the sharp summons of the breakfast-bell. 

The day's loud strife and turmoil is begun ; 

A busy crowd flows through the noisy street, — 
Horses stand shivering with their blankets on. 

And crisp snow crackles under hurrying feet. 

Children are hastening school-ward, brisk and gay, 
Young laughing girls, and boyhood rude and bold, 

While beauty trips along the sparkling way, 
Her fair cheek reddened by the biting cold. 



The day has gone at last, brief, blue and cold, 
And evening shivers o'er the frozen earth ; — 

All who have homes, hie to their sheltering fold, — 
Heaven pity those who have no home or hearth ! 



FEBRUARY. lOl 

The fall of hoofs, the sound of hasty feet, 
Become less frequent as the light declines ; 

The wind blows bleakly down the lonely street, 
Where flickeringly the early lamp-light shines. 

No longer by the sunshine gilded o'er, 

The village walls rise cold and bleak and bare, 

The cattle shiver at the stable door. 

Their nostrils smoking in the bitter air. 

There sounds no bird-song from the forest now. 
No music wakened by the evening's breath, — 

No murmuring rustle of the wind-stirred bough. 
But all is silent as the sleep of death. 

Winter has laid his hand on Nature's lip 

And she is silent, with obedience true. 
And silently the new moon's silver tip 

Comes slanting keenly through the frosty blue. 

The welcome dark shuts out the frigid dearth 
Of the white landscape, desolate and wild. 

And night folds closely round the weary earth, 
Like a great blanket round a sleepy child. 



102 



TRUE LOVE CAN FORGET. 

Has death or change in its course bereft you ? 

Does life seem worthless and dark and vain ? 
You may say that one you have loved has left yo:i. 

But not that you never shall love again ! 

I know you think that your heart's deep feeling 
Can never waver, nor change, nor dim, 

That no new charm will be o'er it stealing, 
No new voice warble love's angel hymn ! 

A pleasing fable is " love undying," 
And one which daily is proved untrue, 

For with fallen idols around us lying 
We seek another, and love anew ! 

We love to^ think, when our best and dearest 

Are buried, our hearts are buried too, 
That our love, which life has proved sinceres'. 

In death's deep darkness will still be true, — 



TRUE LOVE CAN FORGET. 103 

True, though its idol is coldly lying 

Under the grave-sods, beneath our tread, 

Though the worshipped lips make no replying, 
And the heart once loving, lies still and dead. 

We love to^ think we shall always cherish 
The thought of a buried form and face, 

For 't is hard to own that when we shall perish, 
Some other idol will take our place ! 

We try to think that the hearts which love us, 
To which our own yield a sweet return, 

Are steady and true as the stars above us. 

Which, though we die, will not cease to burn ! 

Yet wherefore cherish the fond believing ? 

Can we love a handful of lifeless dust ? 
And our weak hearts, " above all deceiving," 

Can they always cling to a buried trust ? 

No ! the heart with an impulse kindly given, 
Craves living love, as a flower the sun, 

And when one love from its clasp is riven, 
It seeks another and still loves on I 



194 



TOO LATE. 

Have you seen a being fair 
Witli sad eyes and golden hair, 
And a more than mortal grace 
Shining through her pale sweet face ? 

Have you seen her whom I seek ? 
Hers is beauty pure and meek, 
Such as charms our wildered eyes 
In our dreams of Paradise. 

Rarest diamonds always shine 
In the deepest, darkest mine, 
Fairest blossoms have their birth 
On the dreariest wastes of earth, — 

Thus the angel-presence sweet 
Sent to guide my wayward feet. 
Was to me, in love and light. 
As the star is to the night. 



TOO LATE. 195 

But as darkness hides from light, 
As from day retreats the n'ght, 
So, with scornful heart the while, 
Fled I from her loving smile. 

She was fair — ay, very fair, — 
Goldenly her shining hair 
Round the pure white brow below 
Fell, like sunlight over snow, — 

Or like that soft glow that lies 
Sometimes in the sunset skies. 
Or the glory artists paint 
Round the forehead of a saint. 

Not the summer heaven's clear blue. 
Not the violet's tender hue. 
Nor the gloom of midnight skies 
Can describe her glorious eyes. 

"When the twilight solemnly 
Walks along the dreaming sea. 
On its breast a shadow lies 
Tinted like those haunting eyes. 

Yet I loved her not ; my soul 
Scorned to own her sweet control, 
And I fled o'er land and sea. 
Only that she followed me ! 



196 TOO LATE. 

Over ocean's heaving tides 



Over craggy mountain sides, 

Over many a barren waste 

That no human foot had traced, — 

Wandered I, to hide away 
From her soft and holy sway, 
Fearing but the loving smile 
In her pleading eyes the while. 

My hard heart, unknowing then. 
Angels walk on earth with men. 
Hated her, and bitterly, 
Only that she cared for me ! 

And I shunned her all above. 
Only that she sought my love ; 
Blind, blind eyes, which could not trace 
" Angel " in that pure sweet face ! 

Every morning as I went 
Through the doorway of my tent, 
She went sadly on the way 
I had trodden yesterday. 

One bright morn, as I uprose 
From my dream-disturbed repose. 
Every breeze the whisper bore 
" Go ! I follow thee no more ! " 



TOO LATE. 197 

And a keen remorseful dart 
Pierced and rent mj startled heart, 
And across the weary waste 
Wildly did my footsteps haste, 

Searching where her tender feet 
Torn by ragged thorns, had beat, 
And her stained footprints lay 
Mute rebukes, along the way; — 

To the place where grief-oppressed, 
Weary of her thankless quest. 
She, the slighted one, was found 
Fainting, dying, on the ground. 



" Thou hast come too late," she said. 
As I Tiiised her drooping head, — 
With a flash of bright surprise 
Breaking from her misty eyes. 

" Wayward one, I need not tell 
I have sought thee long and well, 
Thy stern will and stubborn heart 
Bade us live and die apart ! 

" Fare thee well ! I go before, — 
I shall follow thee no more ! 
This shall thy life's penance be, — 
Henceforth thou shalt seek for me ! 



198 TOO LATE. 

" Drain the cup of grief and tears 
Which my lips have pressed for years ; 
If it seemeth bitter, think 
' Even such I bade her drink ! ' " 

Cried I, kneeling, — " Angel, stay ! 
Pass not from my tears away ! 
Grant me i>ardon for the wrong 
Thou hast meekly borne so long ! 

" Let my life atonement be — 
Henceforth let me live for thee ! 
Let my love, through coming time, 
AVipe away my darkening crime ! " 

Gone ! — and raised in sad surprise, 
Did not my dim-seeing eyes 
Catch the shining of her hair 
Fading in the upper air ? 

Henceforth in a fruitless quest, 
Tortured by a wild unrest, 
Like a pilgrim old and blind 
Seek I what I may not find. 

Often, as I pass along, 
Ask I of the busy throng, 
" Has an angel passed this way ? " 
And they answer, smiling, — " Nay ! " 



TOO LATE. 109 

But with sad and tearful eyes 
Looking upward to the skies, 
See I yet her shining hair 
Mingling with the upper air. 

And when life's long search is o'er 
I shall meet her yet once more, 
With a thrill of glad surprise 
Breaking from her glorious eyes ! 



200 



DESTINED. 

I LEAVE my wreath half-twined ; — its blossoms lie 
Unbound and withering, in the wayside dust, 

Crushed by the rude feet of the passers by, — 
And gird me to fulfil a loftier trust. 

I leave my Eden, — my enchanted land, — 

The pleasant ways which I have loved to tread, 

And kneel while Duty's stern untrembling hand 
places her thorny crown upon my head. 

I leave my early hopes, my morning dreams. 

My high aspirings, all, all unfulfilled, 
And follow Destiny's far guiding beams. 

With tearless eyes, and steady heart unchilled. 

I leave thy grave, oh, best beloved one ! 

The home to which my heart turns yearningly ; — 
Tlie hope so long and fondly nursed is done, 

I shall not claim the vacant place by thee ! 



DESTINED. 201 

And yet I leave thee not ; — tliou art not dead 
To me, altliongli tlioii sleepest cold and low, — 

Thy love illumes the rugged way I tread. 

And thy dear voice hath softly bid me, — " Go ! " 

For thou art always with me ; though unseen, 

I feel thy presence ever, — trustingly 
On thee, in weakness and in woe I lean, 

Hearing the sweet words — "I am still with thee ! '* 

I turn my lips from Love's detaining kiss, 

I break the grasp of Friendship's clasping hand, 

And pleading words, and tones of tenderness 
Fall on my ear like rain on desert-sand* 

I say no farewell word, — I drop no tear, — 

I tremble not, whatever doom may wait 
Upon my future ; — I but breathe one prayer, 

And go forth quietly to meet my fate. 



202 



THE DESERT FOUNTAIN. 

Distant Iks a torrid desert, where tiic sunbeams ever 

glow, 
Where the red air hotly trembles, and the deadly simooms 

blow, 
And long troops of men and eamels wander wearily and 

slow. 

Just beside the scorcliing pathway, trod by many a weary 

.band. 
Lies a fertile green oasis, beautiful as fairy-land. 
Rising like an isle enchanted, from the desert sea of sand. 

There a crystal fountain gushes purely from its mossy bed, 
There the soft grass, springing freshly, is with fragrant 

blossoms spread. 
And rich fruits hang ripe and heavy, from the branches 

overhead. 



THE DESERT FOUNTAIN. 203 

Many a weary way-worn pilgrim, toiling slowly on his way. 
Hearing far the fountain's tinkle, as it leaps in joyous play. 
Turns aside to taste its coolness, tarrying till another day. 

Gratefully he quaffs the freshness of the ripples at his feet. 
Gladly plucks the fruits depending where the laden 

branches meet, 
Then reclines, refreshed and strenglhened, in a slumber 

deep and sweet. 

But though close beside the pathway lies the cool and 
sylvan grot, 

Thousands, travel-worn and drooping, daily pass the pleas- 
ant spot. 

Heeding not the fountain's murmur, — seeing not and 
hearing not. 

Thus on life's wide cheerless desert, stretching far on 

every hand. 
Gushes love's pure holy fountain, foretaste of a happier 

land, 
Sending forth its blessed music far across the desert sand. 

Many a fainting, heart-sick wanderer, toiling wearily 

along. 
Hears its gentle invitation, and forgets all grief and wrong. 
In the joy of its refreshing, and the music of its song. 



204 THE DESERT FOUNTAIN. 

But though ever sounds its singing, loud and silver-toned 

and clear, 
Like an angel's voice of welcome to the wanderers passing 

near, 
Yet it falls, unheard, unheeded, on full many a careless ear. 

Turn aside, oh, weary pilgrim, with slow stej) and tearful 

eye, 
Rest thee by the gushing waters, till the burning hours 

go by,— 
Turn aside and taste the blessing, ere the holy fount be dry! 



205 



TO ONE DYING. 

I KNOW thou art dying ; thy cheek is bright 

"With the rosy hue of life's sunset ray, 
And in thine eyes unearthly light 
I see the dawn of immortal day. 

I know thou art dying ; — it seems to me 
Thy face is an angel's, even now. 

And gazing on thee, I almost see 
A glory gathering about thy brow. 

I know thou art dying ; thy hand's light clasp 
Grows more uncertain from day to day. 

And when it falls from my longing grasp, 
Thy feet will walk in the shining way. 

I know it all; — but no tear-drops start, — 
My heart beats calmly and joyfully. 

For I know the summons which bids us part, 
Will only bring thee more near to me ! 



TO ONE DYING. 

The fervent love which my bosom wai-ms 
Has not been suffered to gladden thine, 

For men's traditions and empty forms 

Have hedged thy spirit away from mine, — 

Another has pillowed thy glorious head, 
Another has watched thy rest above. 

Has lived in the light thy presence shed. 
While only I was thy spirit-love. 

And now, when clearly thy cloudless eyes 
Are gazing farther than mine may see, 

And earthly fetters and earthly ties 
Are slowly falling away from thee, — 

I joy to know that thy life of pain, 
Thy term of bondage is nearly flown, 

That death will sever thy galling chain, 

And make thee wholly mine own — mine oion ! 

The burdens and crosses which earth lays on 
Will vanish at death's releasing touch, 

And thou who always since life begun 

Hast wept and sorrowed and suffered much. 

Wilt rise from the fetters which bind thee here 
As a freed bird flies from captivity, 

And come unfearing, to bless and cheer 
The heart that has waited so long for thee. 



TRUTH AND POETRY. 207 

In that existence, thy jjatient love 

Will break the shackles it wears in this, 

And I shall feel from the sphere above 
Beloved, thy first betrothal kiss ! 



TRUTH AND POETRY. 

Strange Truth and Poetry are enemies. 

Treading forever on each other's toes ! 
Strange rhymes are always made of that which is 

Too false or silly to be said in prose ! 
Now here's a sonnet by our village poet 

" Inscribed to Kate," in most romantic style, 
Whereas, — and one with half an eye might know it, 

He means Sophronia Tompkins, all the while. 
He sings of "golden curls." If fiery tresses 

Had heat to match their hue, her hair would burn;. 
He mentions " airy grace," — while she possesses 

A form as shapeless as an old-time churn, 
Heavens ! after this I never shall inquire 
Why people always call the poet's song a lyre ! 



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